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awareness, rather than a system of thoughts and actions. |
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Only recently have I fully realized that I am a spiritual healer with psychic abilities. I have been reluctant to call myself a "spiritual" healer because my concept of God is more generic than that of other spiritual healers. Also, my beliefs don't fit the mold of any one religion or mode of healing. Although it is common for me to access psychic information about my clients when in a merged consciousness with them, I do not see clients' auras or do clairvoyant diagnoses by observing them, as some psychic and energy healers do. |
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It is clear to me that these energy healers are doing some other kind of nonlocal healing than I practice. I have not learned any particular method, but my clients and I are both aware of a feeling that we describe as a flow of energy during healing interactions. I never feel energy flowing into me; I only feel it well up inside me during a healing "treatment." I often experience tears flowing out of my eyes, though I am not at all sad during healing. When I hold my hands a few inches away from a client's body, we both feel sensations of heat, tingling, and vibrations during treatments. Sometimes my face, neck, and upper body feel very hot to me, though my skin seems to be of normal temperature. Other times patients feel heat in particular places in their bodies, despite the fact that my hands feel cold. It has never seemed to matter where I place my hands during the healing session. I follow an inner guidance or intuition at times, and at other times it is as if my hands are pulled or drawn to an area of the patient's body. |
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From my perspective, one aspect that makes spiritual healing different from other forms of so-called energy healing is that no particular hand movements over the patient's body are necessary. I am not in a thinking or decision-making state. It feels like I am absorbed into an active process of transcendent intelligence and expansive light. When this occurs, I am unaware of the passage of time or the weight of my body, though I am fully conscious and able to converse with the client. The feeling of being bathed in light, and having my consciousness enveloped in a presence of love, feels so peaceful that I prefer not to talk during healing sessions. My sense of hearing becomes extremely sensitive in this state, and even very soft music |
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