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I felt like that at one point, but even all of that and more started to become ho-hum at one point, which caused me to worry. I eventually realized it was the 'taboo' element of all that stuff that got me going, and I had gotten over the feeling that it was taboo.
There we're no real problems getting off, but nothing 'revved' my engine the same way, until one day I sat down to watch an old school porno which attempted to have a story, and I was really getting turned on again, and I realized I got a new fetish; for... plots. This led me to get a whole bunch of skin-a-max style and D-movies.
Well THAT eventually evolved to characters, and then to personalities; both in porn and RL. Now, while a hot girl certainly helps things, I tend to get turned on more by the 'person' rather than the 'body'. Even in the most brainless porn flick I think up something about the girls, not that stupid 'characters' they're playing but the actual actresses, and... I dunno, it's hotter. Why do they do what they do, what's their reasons, how much do they enjoy or not enjoy it and still do it?
I'm a freak, I know.
tl;dr My fetishes evolved until I cared about people more. Now THEY'RE my fetish.
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