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Need some motivational help
Anonymous
I go to a full year college, so when my summer hit, I had one month off. I went to Cali with my mom(lame, so what) and when I got there, I went to use the pool, and as I looked at myself in my swimsuit, I realized, that at least to me, I didn't look any different than when I started all this. I looked just as fat as I remembered, and it made me feel like shit. Why was I doing all this extra stuff, taking time away where I could be doing things I liked, like sitting on my ass playing video games, when it wasn't even making me better?
When I came back home, I didn't go back to the gym. I made excuses(my class schedule changed, and I couldn't go when I used to), but even when that got changed back to where I easily could go, I still didn't. My trainer called again and again, so he could set up for our last appointment that was prepaid, but I made excuses and still didn't go.
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