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Anonymous
I've been dieting and exercising for a month, now I'm loosing steam, only a third of the way to my goal. What follows is a clear eyed view of my situation, my past, and my goals, with any luck I'll find my motivation somewhere in there

I'm fat, I have the poster-child endomorph body, my mother drank, smoked, etc. during her pregnancy with me, and I was born when she was sixteen. I'm also ugly. Not glaringly never leave the house ugly, just ugly. I have a symmetrical face, very broad shoulders, and a voice that most women peg as sexy, though. I was abused as a child, sexually, physically, and then emotionally. In that order, all happened at different times.

I'm smart, my principle thinks I'm the smartest person at my highschool. I don't know about that, online IQ tests place me at about 108, but I still can talk circles around anyone on any subject I've studied. This, for a long time, convinced me I was better than those around me.

Now, during middle school, I considered, from a logical point of view, suicide. I only decided against this when, my feshman year of highschool, I started a cult, and my first recruit was a beautiful, intelligent girl. Then I saw that even though I have a shit hand dealt to me, I can still play the game and win.
>> Anonymous
Unfortunately this made me sociopathological, and kind of drunk on power, it's plausible that I would have been Der Fuhrer. Then I fell in love.

We can talk for hours, I've never been bored with her, she's a virgin, and she's mine, as in she doesn't want anyone else, and in her mind sex = me. She makes me so happy, and objective sources have verified that she's at least an 8/10 with a perfect ten ass.

Now I just want to make the world a better place, and I'm going to start with my country... hopefully.

She knows I'm ugly... she doesn't seem to care, probably because I'm confident, and charming, and make her cry in happiness.

However, she's beautiful, and she deserves a beautiful lover. I may not be able to change my face without a surgeon, but she likes my face as is, so I'll lose weight, and make my body beautiful, make it something she can bite and suck without any jiggle. I'm forty pounds away from 10% body fat, and I won't stop, can't stop. I owe it to her, to my self, to my goals.

How could I possibly change the world if I can't even change myself?

Thanks for listening /fit/

Pic related, it's me, and tl;dr is it's probably not worth your time to read.
>> Anonymous
EMOTIONALLY AND SEXUALLY R THE SAME THING U NOOB
>> Anonymous
What is this poetic faggotry on my /fit/, discard your emotions and maneuver your cock without these burdensome qualms distracting you
>> Anonymous
needs moar hiit
>> Anonymous
i dont know why everyone thinks /fit/ is any different from the other boards on 4chan. we're all just muscular virgins

also:

>How could I possibly change the world if I can't even change myself?

oh fucking god, i lol'd so hard i spat out my dick
>> Anonymous
>I'm forty pounds away from 10% body fat
Your pic doesn't seem to good bro

>I'm smart
>IQ tests place me at about 108
lolwat

How old are you OP?
>> Anonymous
Hey bro... get your cock out of your face and step back...
You're an idiot... now that thats settled... she just thinks of you as a frands, and ur penis is VERY VERY DISGUSTING
Also, take off those sunglasses... this isn't the military son.
>> Anonymous
>>376461
forgot my sage
>> Anonymous
>>376456
I don't this is exactly the response I expected, I just needed the anonymity.
>> Anonymous
>>376465
Posting your face isn't Anonymous bro.
>> Anonymous
>>376468
I won't be recognized. If I am it doesn't matter, it's a publicly available photo, I could easily claim it just ended up on 4chan.
>> Anonymous
obvious troll job, and no one even suspects it!
>> Anonymous
>during middle school, I considered, from a logical point of view, suicide. I only decided against this when, my feshman year of highschool, I started a cult,

lol unwarranted self-importance. shouldve just killed yourself
>> Anonymous
>>376445
>I'm smart, my principle
>smart; principLE
haha oh WOW
>> Anonymous
FUCKING FAT ASS, GET RID OF THOSE X-RAY SPECS AND FUCKING GET AN AN HERO GOING UP IN THIS MOTHER
>> Anonymous
>>376479

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/principle
>> Anonymous
>>376477
Blast! I've been found out!

>>376478
That was kind of the point of that passage, I'm happy now without pretending I'm superior to everyone around me in every way.
Unfortunately this made me sociopathological, and kind of drunk on power, it's plausible that I would have been Der Fuhrer. Then I fell in love.

We can talk for hours, I've never been bored with her, she's a virgin, and she's mine, as in she doesn't want anyone else, and in her mind sex = me. She makes me so happy, and objective sources have verified that she's at least an 8/10 with a perfect ten ass.

Now I just want to make the world a better place, and I'm going to start with my country... hopefully.

She knows I'm ugly... she doesn't seem to care, probably because I'm confident, and charming, and make her cry in happiness.

However, she's beautiful, and she deserves a beautiful lover. I may not be able to change my face without a surgeon, but she likes my face as is, so I'll lose weight, and make my body beautiful, make it something she can bite and suck without any jiggle. I'm forty pounds away from 10% body fat, and I won't stop, can't stop. I owe it to her, to my self, to my goals.

How could I possibly change the world if I can't even change myself?

Thanks for listening /fit/

Pic related, it's me, and tl;dr is it's probably not worth your time to read.

>>376479
I said smart, not infallible.
>> Anonymous
cool story brah.

no one gives a fuck.
>> Anonymous
Goddamn, you are one ugly kid
>> Anonymous
>>376483
Sorry about that, laptop copy-pasta'd
>> Anonymous
>>376481

did you even read the definition you supplied in that link?

principal =/= principle
>> Anonymous
>>376486
Shut-up noob.
>> Anonymous
>>376488
That wasn't me, that was someone showing me the difference between the two.
>> PopularTripfagMaybe
Get rid of glasses

also good luck on losing weight
>> Anonymous
>>376491
They're prescription, I chose them without really thinking it through.
>> Anonymous
>>376456
> dont know why everyone thinks /fit/ is any different from the other boards on 4chan. we're all just obscenely (pick one) fat OR skinny virgins

fixed
>> Anonymous
>>376496
SUNGLASSES ARE FOR FAGGOTS
>> Anonymous
Well, ugly is about as subjective as it gets. Certainly not everyone can be models. But anyone in the realm of normal can make the most of what they have and look pretty damn good. I'm not sure you're doing that.

For starters, you're not Fabio, cut that fucking hair. Long hair CAN be pulled off. Probably not by you. Buzzcuts are good because they're cheap and near impossible to fuck up, and most guys look good with them. It's up to you though. But I would definitely change the hair. Maybe even grow some out on your face if you can yet.

If you think you're ugly, the change your style until you arrive at something you like.

Ultimately, go by your GF's opinion. Obviously, her's is more important then some internet douchebag's.

As for inspiration... man up! Change your exercise routine! Have you been running a lot? Switch to swimming for a while. Change your diet too... try some other healthy food's that you haven't tried yet.

If you're still in high school or college, go out for a sport. You WILL lose weight then.

If you're 1/3 of the way, you're doing pretty good. Most people give up before they lose a single goddamn pound.

You've got good motivation. /fit/ usually rages at people for wanting to lose weight for a guy or girl. But those are all cases where the person is friendzoned and has no chance regardless of their appearance, and is probably just looking for pussy not actual love anyway. That's a shitty motivation. You've already got the girl, and you just want to be better for her. That's good


Just keep your ass in gear man, and you'll get there. It's a fucking grind and it sucks. But the pain and suffering and misery you inflict on yourself now sows the seeds of happiness.

Lastly, a little more motivation
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obdd31Q9PqA
You should post tomorrow how you trained.
>> Anonymous
>>376507
I was thinking for my hair I'd go to a stylist tell her to cut something that would look good on me, I'd like to lose weight first though.

I'll probably make a thread in a few months showing my progress, look for me then.

That video fucking mind-raped me... I'm bookmarking that lol.
>> Anonymous
>>376540
Stylist???

Fuck that shit.

Find a BARBERSHOP. The kind of place where old men gather and talk about farm equipment and make sexist jokes. Get a buzz cut. It will grow back within a month if you don't like it.

If you do like it, then you can keep going back and
A: Get a buzz cut that looks better then a buzz cut you'll get from any stylist.
B: It will probably be 1/4 the cost, even if you give a generous tip.
>> Anonymous
>>376587
TRUE STORY
>> Anonymous
>>can still play the game and win
>>play the game
>>the game
>> Anonymous
>>376607
What are you getting at bro?