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Anonymous
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Look, I'll be honest with you and tell you that I don't give a damn about what kind of hardships you went through in life. Being abused by your parents and psychiatrists do not have any thing to do with why girls hate you and gays like you. Sorry to hear that you were fucked over by your parents, yeah it sucks, but it also sounds like this is NOT YOUR CURRENT PROBLEM.
I can tell you why girls look at you with a disgusted face though: you are a creep. Sure, you may not be a creep in your pure golden heart locked away somewhere in the deep dark shadow of your psyche, but you TALK like a creep, you LOOM over people and ACT like a creep, and hell, there is probably something creepy about your voice and the way you pronounce some words too. Something that signals neediness and generally creepiness. Possibly immaturity too: people don't exactly tend to continue maturing mentally after a huge mentally traumatising event.
Years of evolutionary honing has caused women to look out for confidence and bold signals in men. This is why young women date those college douchebags: they have not yet honed the skills to tell apart true confidence from douchebaggery.
Chances are, it's the psychiarists' interrogations playing in the back of your head whenever you talk to women. I wouldn't know. I'm certainly not a psychiatrist, much less your psychiatrist.
Why don't you start with recording yourself? Imagine yourself to be talking to a woman, the shopkeeper for small talk, whatever, record yourself, your voice, your face, your mannerisms - and play it back.
If you have any remaining high school friend or whatever, go look them up, ask them honestly about how other people perceived you during high school and whatnot. We're ultimately just online, we don't actually know how you act like around other people that causes even your parents to assume you're a creep.
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