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Anonymous
I used to be so fat people wouldn't make eye contact with me, never smiled at me, cashiers only made necessary conversation (and sometimes not event hat) and every girl I was interested in told me I was 'really sweet', but they only wanted to be friends. And of course, by friends, they seemed to mean never talk to me again.
That was at 40% BF. Now that I'm 12%, it's a different world. People act completely differently. Nobody I used to know even recognizes me as the same person, I swear to God. Girls flirt with me, sometimes I get shit for free at stores with a wink, etc.
It's made me a very bitter person. I've seen what the world is really like, and how what you have on the inside really doesn't matter. What's unseen counts for nothing. I was a moral, upstanding, genuinely caring person before... now I'm an amoral jerk who cheats and steals and fucks people over. And the meaner I am to girls, the more they like me.
tl;dr I went from Ghandi to Machiavelli.
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