Hai /fit/,What are your thoughts on anti-depressants? I've been off of mine for around 1 1/2 years + and things aren't going so well.In this time period I've loved and lost and given up my faith in God. I can't remember a time when I haven't wished I were dead. I think about suicide several times a day but know I could never do it.I see myself as an omniscient neutral-good being, that nothing I ever do will matter and that there is nothing beyond this life, but that it should not be wasted in sin./Fit/, I'M SHO RONREY!There's a gal I'd like to grow closer to but I feel I'm too mentally/emotionally unstable to offer anything to anyone. Will getting back on my pills really help that much? I didn't notice that much of a difference in the year that I took them, but I'd like to make something of my life before they lock me up or I become a bum.Thoughts? This isn't /b/ so please refrain from any responses of the "DO IT FAGGOT" or "an hero" variety. I'd like some input on /fit/'s view on mental health.