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Anonymous
I'm not by any means fit, but I'm starting to get there. and the change is... amazing. Its also disturbing, too. People that wouldn't notice me before are taking second glances. Female friends I have are flirting. Its a bit disheartening to know that even the ones that know me wouldn't give me a chance while I was starting my program, and are considering me now. Part of me understands its biological. Part of me hates that unless I'm hot, all I am is a fat friend who they would never touch.
But life is a paradoxical thing. We make the most of what we can, and the line between shallow/biological and the importance of it is for anyone to decide for themselves. I'm not sure myself yet.
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