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Anonymous
>>30925 Sounds to me that you're problem is motivational, or possibly you're suffering from a form of depression. I do recommend seeing your doctor and see what he/she thinks.
Personally I think it's motivational. You've never set yourself a challenge to change yourself. Ask yourself, is this the person you wanted to be when you were 10 and people were asking you what do you want to be in your life? If you aren't, you can take measures into your own hands. You can actually change more things about yourself than you realize.
I was a total ubergeek until 24. Star Wars, Star Trek, X-men, D&D, all that nerd shit. I dropped all my nerd habits and changed my life around. In 5 years, I got myself in better shape (though I'm still working on it), have been in a great relationship for almost 4 years, haven't told a lie, and I'm working towards starting my own film production company. I changed my approach to life from being a coward, thieving liar, to becoming someone with integrity and kindness, and have become a respected leader in my community. I still deal with depression, which has affected me for my entire life, but I see it as my personal challenge to seek to build that which will make me happy.
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