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Anonymous
>>101281 Hey OP, how old are you? I had the same thoughts on life for most of it, but right now I'm desperate for people and socializing. I never wanted to make friends, seeing how stupid they are and how shallow and pointless their life is. I've never really been out to a disco or just to have fun, but back then I could've if I only tried. But I preferred my own companionship, sitting in home playing computer games, browsing internet or watching movies. After several years of doing so I'm just bored of Internet, I don't play any games anymore, and I think I've seen all the worthy movies. What do I want now? I want a bunch of friend, with whom I can talk to about anything, and to find a girl for a longer period of time than a few weeks. I want to have someone to talk to after job, have someone who I can buy presents for. For that time, all my youth I've been living in denial, I don't know if it was some kind of anxiety or fear of socializing, but right now I desperately want people in my life. Siting home alone, without anything, without seeing any sense in doing anything, is driving me crazy. But that's just me.
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