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Anonymous
Speaking seriously here, if you really man what you say here -
"I try desperately to allow her to control me, do whatever she feels she wants me to be. I lost my two best friends (who hate her passionately for the shit she puts me through -- and honestly, me for going back for more), had to move from my apartment (because a girl lived in the same development that I dated very briefly) and alot of other shit. She and my mother (only family I have left) hate each other unrepairably.She openly admits she will never trust me in any way, though she has no reason. She has bi-polar and PMSD, and her mood swings are severe and random. Ive tried to no end to help, but Im always the recieving end of her mood and irritability."
then you actually need to file a fucking restraining order against her, get in contact with your 2 best friends and start apologizing, and move on. Don't dwell on the past either, everyone makes mistakes, and everyone can be led by cunts like your former girlfriend, no matter how strong willed you are.
Seriously though, even if you went back to her things would never ever get as good as they used to be, and you will get back to this stage within 6 months. A good way to look at it is that you've got through the first 3 days.
Hope you can stay strong buddy.
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