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Anonymous
This happens to me sometimes, and I am not sure why but I find fully accepting it as scary/frightening as well. It might be the fear of loss of control - or might be the fear of being stuck in that state.
I have taken it to the far most point of discomfort level that I can tolerate a few times. Some time, I think I will attempt to cross that line. The times that were the most intense seem to be when I least expect it, like zoning as a passenger in a car/bus and concentrating on the sunlight breaks between trees. Once I tried some mp3 downloads that aid in achieving lucid dreaming - and I hit the discomfort zone in record time. It was hard to explain, but it was similar to when you look at stereo pictures attempting to get the pics to merge into one to see the 3d pic. The MP3 was different to each ear - then after listening for about 15-30 minutes, the two different tones became one and I entered that 'state'. It was so sudden that it whipped me out of the trance and I ripped the headphones off my head.
I know the /b/tards on this board will shred that post, but maybe it will make sense to you, OP.
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