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Anonymous
At school i was know by all the girls as the guy with the nicest body, all chicks flirted with me, got invited to all the parties, sat with hot chicks in all my classes, went out with all my friend's hot little sisters(waste of time, in 2000 14 year olds didnt put out to 17 year old guys)
I get into a fight, break ribs, dislocate shoulder, cant work out, put on 20 kg, get fat face, a year later bump into a really good friend from school at uni, she looks at me with disgust and just says i need a haircut. Same story with a lot of my female friends.
I went from having 90% female friends all my life to 20% females and they were the uglier ones.
At that point my social skills with guys were severely lacking, found it really hard to hang out with dudes, to make jokes, to do the guy thing.
Made me reclusive, hate the world, hate how shallow people are. Spent like 4 years programming and doing internet things.
Now lost some weight and have had a nice body after being 20 kg overweight for 5 years. Went to a first party in a long time yesterday as a skinnay person and my gf got feedback from all her friends about how intelligent and funny i was and what a great friendly personality i had. (Even her sister who i met when i was fat and we hated each other for a year now is really friendly to me)
Ive been in the same situations as fat and fit heaps of times and fat always gets fucked and dismissed.
Does it make me hate the world? No because i see being fat as a personality flaw, lack of self control the same way that being dumb is a lack of self control to educate yourself. Does it make me see the world differently, yes, but i dont begrudge the people who ignored me as a fat person. I dont want a fat chick bouncing her gut on my shit, and find fat chicks disgusting, at best i treat them as guy friends so yeah........ being skinny makes everything better.
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