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Shit's fucked. Happy
Well, I'm not sure where to start. I've been using speed for about a year now I think. I can't remember how I got into it even, just met a guy then another and then another. Gone through a dozen or so dealers.

So, it pretty much fcked my life up to the point where I lost all my savings and most my friends. Just fucking spent money on useless shit, wondered around and got lost (shit is scary but I kept doing it), crashed, made bad friends that fcked me over. I had a bad trip one day, really bad. I took too much I guess and whenever I felt I was coming down I took more. Ended up in some house miles out of town I didn't even know who's it was. This was about a month ago.

Moved in with my grandparents who are ready to croke any day. I haven't done meth for 8 days, almost 9 now. I want to do it again, but I don't if you know what I mean...

Here's the thing, I barely lost any weight like most people do when they do speed and I only shot up once and inhaled it a few times so I probably didn't fuck up my health too much, but I feel sick constantly and all I want to do is sleep now it seems.

How the fuck do I fix my shit?