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Anonymous
sup /fit/

I have a sick relationship with food. I have a weird eating dissorder that's called "compulsive overeating", and it attacks me when i'm depressed, anxious, nervous, etc. Also, i suffer heavy anxiety, and everytime, anxiety and COED cames together.

I had this dissorder under control with clonazepam, but suddenly, and taking my normal dose of this med, it attacked me again. I think that's because i'm a little worried because i lost my job and, since my heavy weight lost (from 147 to 97 in 4 months, now i'm 110, and 5,4"), my thyroid went fucked up and now i'm in the line to visit an endocrinologist.

So, the fact of beign unnemployed, depressed by that, eating like a pig, and looking how i'm gaining weight is making me eat like a pig (a vicious circle), and i don't have enough willpower to do exercise or to eat more than cookies, chocolates and potato chips. Oh and house food... very caloric house food (we're in winter)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compulsive_overeater <--- more info about my disease

Now, the question: is there any food that i can eat like mad without gaining weight? something like, don't know, nicotine gums for nicotine addicts?

tl;dr, i'm fucked up and i wanted to share it. I'm going to eat some cheetos, brb
>> Anonymous
You should try to force your self to work out it really helps out with anxiety. Trust me I still have anxiety (caused by a disease) but it really helps with it.
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>> Anonymous
eat something with a lot of fiber, it'll make you feel really full. broccoli or something.
>> Dr. Archebald W.D. Glivenmore jr., Th.P.D., M.D., Nucl.E., Certified Zoologist !jMsopuxJCE
>>302170
Sadly, anonymous, the over-consumption of anything edible will not help you.

Another unfortunate fact is that I can't help you much as I'm not to informed on this subject.
It seems like a type of OCD. Try some therapy? Persevere? Hug people?
>> Anonymous
Compulsive Overeating Disorder?

Jesus.

Fucking.

Christ.
>> Anonymous
>>302170
YOU DO NOT HAVE A DISEASE HOLY FUCKING SHIT YOU WEAK PIECE OF SHIT STOP FUCKING EATING
>> Anonymous
It's not like i need to get full, i will still eat even after eating two familiar size pizzas.
I used to go to a phychiatrist, he was the one that gave me those pills, but medicians are very pricey here... i spent almost 80 USD every time i go to visit him, and also he is from other city (it's my mom's friend, so he charges me a little few than his other patients)
But now i don't have enough money to go again. And my psychologyst is sick (she had a surgery and all went bad...)

you know... this dissorder is very sad... because it's hard to share it with people that knows you (i'm posting here because i'm anon), they don't believe that love/hate relationship with food i have, and they can't comprehend that i eat because i'm feeling bad, they think that i'm just a gluttony personified.
>> Anonymous
>http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compulsive_overeater

>During binges compulsive overeaters consume as much as 5,000 calories and up to 60,000 calories per day

>60,000 calories per day

I instantly and permanently lost respect for that wikipedia article, the OP, and most of humanity.
>> Anonymous
>>302207
I'll save you a lot of money. You do not have a disease. Stop fucking eating.
>> Anonymous
>>302204
As abrasive as this is, it's true.

Compulsive overeating isn't a disease, it's a coping mechanism. The best treatment is to get a therapist and a workout routine.

Also known as a personal trainer. Ba-dum-pssh.
>> Anonymous
>>302214
>>302212
>>302209
>>302204
look? that's why i don't talk about this with my friends. It's a dissorder, just like bulimia, but without evacuating after eating. I just stay surrounder by envelopes and starts to cry. A time, i spent 100USD in McDonalds, and i ate ALL that shit, even feeling that i was about to puke, just because i was so nervous due a test in the university.

People that doesn't have mental dssorders often don't believe that they're real. I used to think that depression was a big lie, then i had a big one, and i started to believe it's existance.
>> Anonymous
>>302221
Well, stop fucking doing things like that. You do realize that as a sentient being, you are in control of your actions, don't you?
>> Anonymous
>Now, the question: is there any food that i can eat like mad without gaining weight?
iceberg lettuce, celery, broccoli. no, your fatass won't like it, but hey, you asked.
>> Anonymous
>>302221
If you're not willing to force yourself to exercise, there is no solution for you.

Find a support group, it may help with motivation.
>> Anonymous
>>302221
And, just like any other mental disorder, IT'S ALL IN THE MIND.

I had a whole fucking bunch of them [obviously, I post on 4chan].

You know what fixed them?

BEING A FUCKING MAN
BITCH SLAPPING THAT KITCHENBITCH PERSONALITY OF MINE INTO A FUCKING REAL MAN.
BAWWW, I WANT A CIGARETTE, BAWWW, I WANT TO EAT SOME PIZZA, BAWWW, I DON'T WANT TO DO SPRINTS IN THE MIDDLE OF WINTER WHILE IT'S FUCKING HAILING.
JUST SAY NO. SAY FUCK NO.

YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR ACTIONS.
NO ONE ELSE.

tl;dr
HARDEN THE FUCK UP.
>> Anonymous
I've got this too, but I exercise and eat well during the day, but at night or when I'm alone. Bam. I've got a preventative health assessment due soon, I'll mention it then. And yeah you eat whatever food is the most available.
>> Anonymous
i hope you're a chick because if not, not only are you a disgusting pig, you're also an overemotional faggot.
>> Anonymous
>>302246
Once again, abrasive, but 100% true.
>> Anonymous
People are like oh hey just stop eating. It isn't that easy. I've done it before, but your entire body is screaming. it makes you want to scream. i guess its probably you starting to deal with the massive stress build up? you want to flip tables over, break things. its similar to a nicotine addiction like the OP said. if you keep yourself busy all day you can get past it, but whenever you're alone it creeps up.
>> Anonymous
>>302224
i can't. it's like my mind where managed by another entity. I just walk into a shop, spend all the money i have, then come back to home and close my room's door, because i hate when people watch me eating (and crying, because i notice that what i'm doing is wrong)

well, i'm going to my mom's next week, so maybe i'll go to visit my psychiatrist I don't want to regain weight, i was so happy when i was 105...
>> Anonymous
are you hungry?
then tape your mouth shut and slap yourself in the nuts.
>> Anonymous
>>302257
I've never actually cried doing it though lol. Just go to the gym and burn 1200 calories on the treadmill. thats what I do to cope with my overeating, but I know it isn't good for you either and I think I end up burning muscle and then my metabolism drops
>> Anonymous
>>302261
sadly i don't have nuts, i'm a girl (in b4 no wimmenz in the internets)
>> Anonymous
>>302257
IT'S THAT KIND OF THINKING THAT PLACES IN YOU THIS SITUATION.
YOU ARE A WALKING SELF-FULFILLING PROPHECY.

You need to constantly say to yourself
"I am in control of my body"
and the like.

BECAUSE YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR BODY.

THE SOONER YOU REALIZE THIS, AND THE SOONER YOU STOP MAKING EXCUSES THE BETTER.

Don't turn to drugs unless you will die otherwise - you need to RELY ON YOURSELF BRAH.

YOU CAN HELP YOURSELF.
YOU KNOW DEEP DOWN THAT YOU _HAVE_ THE CAPACITY TO DO SO, EVEN IF YOU DON'T THINK IT NOW.
>> Anonymous
what a bunch of pussy ass bitches
>> Anonymous
quitting smoking was a breeze, but dealing with this is way harder.
>> Anonymous
>>302257
>i can't. it's like my mind where managed by another entity.

You're wrong. It may feel that way, but you're wrong.

Until you realize that, nothing you try will really help.
>> Anonymous
>>302276
YOU THINK THAT'S HARD, TRY QUITING HEROIN AND BENZODIAZEPINES

YES OP, BENZODIAZEPINES.
THE SHIT YOU'LL BE ADDICTED TO IF YOU KEEP TAKING THOSE KPINS [clonazepam].

A WITHDRAWAL WORSE THAN _ANYTHING_ ELSE.
>> Anonymous
chew gum
if none available, chew ice
if neither chew your tongue
and SQUATZ
>> Anonymous
just kill yourself. or at least don't procreate.
>> Anonymous
OP I end up NOT eating when I get like that. You just need to force yourself to do what you KNOW is right. Just don't do it. In my case I just have to fucking force myself to remember to eat, and then start eating some calculated calories so I don't fucking starve myself.
>> Anonymous
cancer is a disease, eating isnt you greedy emo cunt. kill yourself. Itll do good for the planet
>> Anonymous
>>302283
not OP
you fucking serious? how many mg's of clonazepam you gotta be on before you need benzodiazepines?
>> Anonymous
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Get a spine you sad sack of shit, and get control of your life.
Hiding behind disorders and pills for the rest of your life won't help you.

Take a long walk every day, spend time in public. Look at that single mom with 3 kids and 2 jobs and then punch yourself in the face for being a weak bitch.
>> Anonymous
>>302256
THEN PUNCH YOURSELF IN THE FUCKING FACE. TAKE A REALLY DEEP BREATHE AND PUNCH YOURSELF IN THE FUCKING GUT. AND NOT NO SISSY SHIT EITHER.
>> Anonymous
>>302295
THAT BITCH SHOULD BE IN THE FUCKING KITCHEN COOKING BUT INSTEAD YOUR FAT ASS IS IN THE WAY EATING EVERYTHING IN SIGHT.
>> Anonymous
>>302292
CLONAZEPAM IS A BENZODIAZEPINE.

BENZODIAZEPINES ARE A CLASS OF DRUG, INCLUDING NITRAZEPAM, VALIUM, CLONAZEPAM, Flunitrazepam [AKA ROOFIES].

ON THE PLUS SIDE, CLONAZEPAM HAS [ARGUABLY] THE LEAST NEGATIVE SIDE EFFECTS.

CLONAZEPAM IS SIMPLY NITRAZEPAM WITH A CHLORINE ION ATTACHED.

AS A RULE OF THUMB, IF THE DRUG END IN *EPAM, IT IS PROBABLY A BENZO.
>> Anonymous
Only pussies get addicted to drugs.
>> Anonymous
>>302283
because my lack of money, i already was in a withdrawal two times.
Feels bad man, very bad... When i had my job, i was almost off my pills and feeling great, i was taking just 0,5 at day (now i take 1,5), and then, i got fired because i was getting sick every week (due the thyroid issue)

Now, i'm waiting for an application i made for an airline (to be an air hostess), but i need to wait till the next course. And this situations is the one that detonates my eating dissorder again. And for the same reason (the job) i cannot gain too much weight, Both reasons are making me feel like i NEED to eat everyday (sounds stupid... i know)

And my methabolism is already fucked up, as i said in my first post. losing aprox 50lbs in 4 months isn't good for your health. Now i have some sort of hypothyroidism, and i'm scared also of making exercise (i have an eliptical bike in my room...), i don't want to fuck up more my poor thyroid
>> Anonymous
Have you considered suicide? It might just be the easiest solution to your problems.
>> Anonymous
>>302316
yes, almost 5 times. but since one of my best friends became an hero some years ago, now the solely idea scares the shit out of me.
>> Anonymous
I guess I can undertand that you feel that it is an addiction for you and that you can't exactly go cold turkey on food since you will probably die. Heard a kid talking about it on radio the other day.

I don't quite understand the drive though. Is it the taste of food that you crave so much?

Have you tried not having any bad foods in your house? That way you can't just binge whenever you feel like it?
>> Anonymous
>>302310
so it turns out your a girl eh? no wonder your first post is a fucking joke, so are you OP. you have no dissorder, your just a waste of life who feels sorry for herself.
get some friends and a life and stop bawwing you cunt.

TITS OR GTFO
>> Anonymous
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would you eat this, OP?
>> Anonymous
>>302310
I WAS TAKING UPWARDS OF 10MG A DAY
YOUR ADDICTION AIN'T SHIT
MY GABA RECEPTIONS ARE STILL FUCKED
>> Anonymous
>>302324
MOTHERFUCKER THAT LOOKS FUCKING DELICIOUS I WOULD DOWN THAT CUNT IN A FEW SECONDS AND THEN SPRINT FOR 4 HOURS UNTIL I PUKE BLOOD AND BREAK MY LEGS AND AFTER THAT I'LL DOWN SOME FUCKING OATZ WITH RAZORS SO I CAN USE MY BLOOD AS LUBRICANT AND THEN I'LL RUN DOWN TO THE MALL AND FIND SOME FAT FUCKS AND DEAD LIFT THEM WHILST CONSUMING THE HUMAN GROWTH HUMAN STORED IN THEIR BODIES AND THEN I'LL CRAWL BACK HOME AGAIN USING MY UPPER JAW AND TEETH TO GRIP THE PAVEMENT WHERE I'LL POST ON /FIT/ AND SEE SOME STUPID FAT WHORE HUMANWASTE START To.... oooh fuuck.... I'm feeling dizzy brah.... someone call an ambula
>> Anonymous
>>302321
it's like when you're thirsty and you need to get some water or whatever to get ride of that sensation, but the most you drink, your thirst grows.
Sadly, i can't get healthy food on my house because i live with an aunt, and she is the one that buys the groceries here. And you know, eating healthy is expensive.
When i lived with my mom, i eated a way healthier than now, because i was the one that bought the groceries.
>>302322
i'm not here searching for a hug or to be comprehended, i have my friends and my family to do that, i just wanted to find somebody that suffers the same of me and what they do to resist it or if there's a food that i can eat like mad without gaining weight. And no, no tits for you, this isn't /b/.
>> Anonymous
>>302334
"suffer"
fuck off with this shit woman, you just cant handle yourself and your fat urges
GTFO
>> Anonymous
>>302325
I'm on 3mg daily right now.
How high you think I could go without hitting withdrawal on the way down?
>> Anonymous
>>302334
EATING HEALTHY IS NOT FUCKING EXPENSIVE

GO DOWN TO THE STORE AND BUY SOME OATMEAL.

EAT IT WITH A TINY BIT OF WATER.

STOP BLAMING IT ON OTHERS.
FIRST IT WAS THIS FUCKING ENTITY IN YOUR MIND, AND NOW IT IS YOUR AUNT.

TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOURS ACTION GIRL!
>> Anonymous
>>302337
GOING HIGHER JUST MEANS THAT YOU HAVE LONGER TO GO WHEN YOU TAPER OFF.

IF YOU GO COULD TURKEY, WHICH _REALLY_ ISN'T RECOMMENDED (I ENDED UP IN HOSPITAL), THE HIGHER THE CONSISTENT DOSE THAT YOU'VE BEEN TAKING, THE WORSE.
>> Anonymous
>>302338
oatmeal is all carbs. yeah lets get fat on oatmeal. why dont you just presribe some pizza dr stupid
>> Anonymous
1. Eat smaller portions
2. Exercise regularly
3.?????
4.Profit
>> Anonymous
Try this:

When you get the urge to eat, down a spoon of olive oil.

Gogogogogo.
>> Anonymous
Wow, I'm like you in some ways. I have a strange relation with food in that I can spend hours thinking about and searching up images of edible delicacies until the thoughts rape my mind ten times over but this is because I'm a faggot. WHY do you keep talking like stress eating is some sort of fucking disease? IT'S NOT. EVERYONE save for a few exceptions likes to fucking eat, learn some self-control and don't act like the world is crashing down on you on 4chan of all places. I think you said you were 110? That sounds like a perfectly fine weight to me but if you need something to eat without worrying about gaining weight then go for
carrots
celery
broccoli
blueberries
grapes
ANYTHING THAT'S A FUCKING FRUIT OR VEGGIE, IT'S NOT HARD TO FIGURE OUT
JESUS
CHRIST

ALSO, STOP BUYING SHIT FOOD IF YOU DON'T WANT YOURSELF TO EAT IT
>> Anonymous
>>302349
YOU FORGOT OATZ MOTHERCUCKER THEYD BE FUCK ING AWESOME
>> Anonymous
>>302354

Of course, oats too
Fuck, I'm hungry as hell now fucking fuck you OP now I'm off to /ck/
>> Anonymous
>>302347
SHE'S GOING TO BE DRINKING GALLONS OF OLIVE OIL.
>> Anonymous
>i don't have enough willpower to do exercise or to eat more than cookies, chocolates and potato chips.

Lazy
>> Anonymous
What about hypnotism?
>> Anonymous
haha you know what you should do gorge on fiber it will make your stomach all bloated and crappy feeling and you won't be able to overeat......get these fiber one oats and chocolate bars eat 2.....also if you eat fiber it will stabalize your blood sugar and make it so you don't feel the need to over eat you are over eating because if you don't you will get sleepy because your blood sugar drops....so you have to keep eating to stay awake.......so bascially yea oats = fiber so oats are great for overeating on because you won't do it twice :)
>> Anonymous
Remember this:

Nothing tastes as good as it feels to look good.
>> Anonymous
>>302531
to those that have never looked good that isn't much of a incentive
>> Anonymous
>>302558
Go masturbate right now. When you get that orgasm... yeah... that's what it feels like.