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Anonymous
I don't binge because I have discipline (aka an eating disorder).
I am an alcoholic, though. I've found a niche drink in mixing Smirnoff with diet Pepsi or sugar free Hawaiian Punch. Ends up only having about 70 calories, give or take on how much vodka you use (basically a one ounce shot is 70 calories and I mix 1-2 ounces for a drink).
When I do actually binge, I purge within 10 minutes. I can actually say this shit anonymously online and not feel bad about it. Last time was back in December 07 and I was drinking alone while playing TF2 with a bunch of anons. I hadn't eaten all day and the six or so drinks I had in me was causing my stomach to completely sloshy, so I wanted to fill it with something, which ended up being 4 full fat hot dogs (16g of fat EACH), like 3 cupcakes, a bowl of cinnamon toast crunch, a turkey sandwich with ketchup and cheese, a TV dinner of egg noodles with beef and gravy, and like half a bag of frozen french fries deep fried in a pot of vegetable oil on the stove.
It wasn't like I prepared it all at once and just sat down to eat it, it was more like my eyes were bigger than my stomach, cause I'd start making the next "meal" before I was even half finished with what I was already eating. Just sort of spiraled out of control. I puked up most of the shit while the fries were cooking, went back to eat those, puked those up again, and went back to drinking mixed drinks.
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