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Anonymous
>>137483 OP here. i knew it was bad as i was eating it. i stared at it, smelled it, thought about it for a good 2-3 minutes and then said fuckit. i felt guilty, so when desert came, i had to bites of cake and put the rest back. so its not like i was oblivious to what i was eating or ignorant, just chose the wrong choise. >>137485 thats what i was thinking, but i wasnt sure. i felt so guilty afterward, and ALMOST regressed to "well fuck, if i fucked this up i might as well make myself a sandwhich and fuck it up some more" mentality. its been hard finding motivation and encouragement because yes, my parents constantly bombard me with food i cant eat. its been tough
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