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L !e7.vfYR7WI
hey /fit/, i have a serious problem and even though i know this is 4chan i'd really appreciate it if there was no flaming or anything in this thread, although i fully expect it. i'm not going to be an ass to anyone at all so i'd love the same in return.

i think my problem is pretty unique to be honest.

i was raped 3 years ago by one of my male friends. for the first year i was fine, and then it all started going downhill. i developed a bit of a flinch when any male would come near me, and it progressed into a full on cower over the course of a year.

things progressed and eventually i've become incredibly scared of anything human coming near me, it really scares the life out of me, i cry and shiver uncontrollably. around 6 months ago it become a bit too much to bear so i decided i'd just stay in the basement until i got better. i've been here for 6 months, my computer is here and all of the things i need. i'm even scared of my parents, the last time i saw my mother was 2 months ago and i cried in a corner until she left. they leave food outside for me when they cook it and i collect it when they leave. i feel ridiculous and i'm sure my parents are totally destroyed.

i really don't know what to do, the internet is pretty much my only form of contact and i feel like a pathetic lifeless shell. i'm at my wits end here.
>> Anonymous
Have you tried therapy or counseling?
>> L !e7.vfYR7WI
>>188712

my parents have tried everything, seriously. i tried it as it was getting worse, and i've tried it recently. it's just a progressive fear that keeps getting worse. i hate it.
>> Anonymous
You need to seek councelling.
It sounds like you have a form of agoraphobia, there are many forms of councelling avaliable to target this.
>> HypnoticDan
4chan is not the place to get therapy. Clearly you have no problem talking to others online and (I imagine) on the phone is not a problem, either. Have you tried to call a local psychologist and talk to them?

not that it matters, but are you a femanon? There are a lot of online support groups for you. manon... no idea.

I guess all I can suggest is that, like exercise, you've got to work at it. Start by finding your range and the flexing. Can you watch people through a window? Can you watch if they can see you? Work up to talking to your parents, then maybe leaving the door open a crack, even if they don't come down, just so you can get used to the idea that they *might*. I dunno. just giving examples of what I mean here.
>> Anonymous
>>188710
>>i was raped 3 years ago by one of my male friends.

I laughed so much i almost drowned in my tears.

Post in this thread again and i'll rape you.
>> L !e7.vfYR7WI
>>188718

yes i'm female. can you link me to any of these support groups?
>> HypnoticDan
>>188718
and THEN flexing. argh.
>> Anonymous
first of all, are you a guy or a girl?
>> L !e7.vfYR7WI
>>188720

i know my fear is totally irrational. threats like that aren't going to add anything to my current fears.
>> Anonymous
I agree with HypnoticDan, start slowly with the human contact. Maybe get on a webcam and start conversing with people that way. Remember, "A journey of a thousand miles starts with one step".
>> Anonymous
>>188723

*rapes OP*

Was it good for you too?
>> L !e7.vfYR7WI
>>188730

i've not tried webcam actually, that's a great idea. i could speak to people while they're on cam then go on myself and see how that goes. thanks.
>> HypnoticDan
>>188723
What do I look like, Google?
http://www.aftersilence.org/
See, now that I've posted that every disrespectful asshole on 4chan is going to follow you there. Look what you made me do :(

Just kidding. Seriously. Get better.
>> L !e7.vfYR7WI
>>188736

thanks. you raise a good point. i'm going to find another one somewhere and join that to avoid possible.. yknow. :)
>> Anonymous
Please, get better OP. I know this isn't much help, but realize that what happened to you is in the past and that life goes on.
>> Anonymous
>>188736

Shit that place would get trolled so hard.
>> L !e7.vfYR7WI
>>188743

if i wasn't stuck here i would have much better things to do with my time than making people upset for no reason. i realise i'm an idiot for replying to your baiting attempts but you really are sad.
>> Anonymous
Damn. For a moment there I thought this was guy on guy rape. Would've made a great copypasta
>> Anonymous
>>188710
You need to see a shrink. Look up your local hospital online and check for their facility/services directory, and find "Adult Psychiatry". Call them and set up an appointment.

When you go in, you just give them your medical card and typically some money for the copayment charge (depends what kind of health plan your parents have you on) but it's like $30 at the most, typically less.

You will fill out a clipboard with questions about your state of being. Just answer everything honestly, because I swear to Jesus that withholding anything from a shrink negates any potential benefit you might gain.

Sometimes if there are other people who need to see shrinks too all of you (maybe 4-5 folks) will have a little orientation together. It is totally no big deal, but you can opt out. Just talk to the person running it and tell them you'd prefer to skip that part. They will be cool with it.

When you see your shrink, you are in control of what you do. If you don't feel comfortable sitting, then stand. If you want more space between yourself and the psychiatrist, then ask for it. I started off sitting in the far corner of the couch with all the pillows between me and him like a barrier, sounds stupid but it put me at ease. Now everything is cool and I can sit anywhere.

If you are put on medication, especially SSRIs, you *must* take them *every day*. Don't skip. Don't take them on your 'bad days'. Always take them like clockwork no matter how good or bad you feel. Not trying to alarm you, but that's what keeps them beneficial. If you take it on a whenever basis they don't do anything significant.

Good luck OP, and ignore the fag trolls. You can beat this, I have and I know many others that have. It just takes a few steps to get started.
>> Anonymous
>>188744

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW

You came here for attention, you got it, now go to your nearest whorehouse and resume your day job.
>> Anonymous
>>188747
Oh Junior! Look what you've done! Tsk tsk!

Mommy always said you need to use the Internet with supervision! And here you are, making a big mess and using bad words! Mommy is so ashamed of you, Junior. So very ashamed.

I know summer vacation can be hard with no school, but instead of using the computer, Junior, you need to go outside and play with your friends! Mommy doesn't like trolling. It's for fat pasty geeks who get their jollies during the brief moments their suicidal bouts simmer down when they can think rationally long enough to want to inflict the pain they feel on others by trolling or by cutting big ribbons of flesh out of their arms just to feel alive again.

Run along, Junior. Run along.
>> Anonymous
He was your friend, You should have just enjoyed it.
>> L !e7.vfYR7WI
>>188746

i appreciate the sentiment but a lot of that is impossible for me at the moment, but i'll definitely note down what you've said and use it in the future.

thanks so far /fit/, i think you've really been a help to me already.
>> Anonymous
>>188746
I forgot, you can totally opt to see a female psychiatrist. Young, old, whatever. If seeing a nice old lady would be easier than some young dude, then ask for that. It's your call.
>> Anonymous
>>188754

Misguided retard is misguided.

Gather your white knights mate, because this bitch is a whore and will sleep around at the first chance.
>> Anonymous
>>188760
Speaking as someone who has had the 'impossible' feeling about several things in my life, please believe me that not only can you do it, but when you do take the first few steps it won't be nearly as hard as you though it would be.

Since your problem seems to be based on anxiety, the more you think/overthink/worry about something, the worse it gets. In fact that prevents you from doing anything because you have all the worst case scenarios in your head. Believe it or not, sometimes the best thing to do is just DO it. When you are acting, not thinking, it's easier.

When I had my rock bottom moment and knew I needed help, I made a point of walking down the hospital myself to set up an appointment because I would find it too easy to hang up the phone. I had tried calling many times before and always said 'fuck it' and hung up. By walking all the way there (several miles) I really had no choice. I was already in the building just to piss after all that walking, and it wasn't nearly as terrifying as I thought it would be.
>> HypnoticDan
>>188760
You're welcome. Let us know if you feel better.

Remember this: the more scared you become, the more power you are giving your assailant. He's still controlling you after all this time by making you feel like you need to hide in the basement. You've already figured out that you don't want to run any further. Now you need to realize that you'll always be running until you're back to your old life, stronger and smarter for your experience.
>> Anonymous
>>188778
>>this bitch is a whore

Fuck 'em. Yeah, I said it. Fuck all dirty whores. Especially bitches. These cunts think they can put one over us guys, but they are really cum dumpsters. I agree with you on that, we have the same damn opinion.

Like you, I want a solution for the Whore Problem. I say we deport all the bitches and skanks to their own island. Then they can cry and talk about their period or whatever women do together. I know we both have no clue what that is.

And shit guy, when we need to fuck, we can just take a trip on down to brown town and do anotha brotha right in the ass. Gay sex. I mean shit, dudes got to stick together? Just like you, I know that I hate the pussy, I hate the control the pussy has over me, and I need to fuck a man's asshole to feel relaxed.

Guy, we have the same mission in life. No whores, and just a ass reaming paradise for us dudes. Man to man. Balls to balls. Shit, I know you are excited, this was your idea after all. I'm in. All the way. Balls deep.
>> Anonymous
>>188710

Hey L, that's a pretty unsettling picture you posted but I guess that's sorta off topic.

Dan's got some good ideas going there. A therapist over the phone might be pretty good if you don't mind voice contact. It sounds like the road to recovery's going to require a pretty good amount of patience.

Have you tried sitting in silence for a while with your own thoughts from time to time? I mean for 10 minutes or so if you get bored or something and then for longer periods as you build up a better tolerance for it. Sort of meditative to better understand yourself? I'm talking about with no TV, computer, whatever.

I guess one of the things to identify is what is it about the fear. Is it actual physical contact? Seeing another person's face? How much of it is proximity based (zone of comfort?)

Good luck, OP
>> Anonymous
>>188793
I love you!
>> Anonymous
>>188793

No, chaining them up, treatiing them as slaves and raping them when it takes our fancy is the way forward. Their only practical use right now is procreation, when the cloning process is completed & AI is advanced enough for robotics to simulate any household tasks a woman would normally do, then doing away with women is the future, they will not be needed and a superior race of men will advance forward through the ages.

Internet Black Knights vision of the future.
>> Anonymous
>>188720
What was so funny? The word "male" and "friend" together in a sentence?
>> Anonymous
>>188806
Awww fuck brother!!! AMEN!!!!

What we need are mechanical male robots that can not only clean our houses and carry our children in-vitro, but fuck us up the ass with metallic robo cocks. All sorts of bumps, ridges, fleshy bits, and vibrating parts.

You see, as a straight God-fearing white male who HATES WHORES what I really want more than anything else is a fat dick in my ass. I HATE women so much that I have found GAY SEX to be my only form of release.

Shit, you, me and that other guy. We figured it out. No whores, gay sex, and gay robot sex. Fuck yeah. We can remake the Earth into a gay robot man sex paradise, and the poon patrol can't control us anymore with their whorepussy.
>> Anonymous
>>188806
>>Internet Black Knights vision of the future.

Did you somehow miss the sarcasm in his post? He's saying people who hate women are really closeted homosexuals with an irrational fear of women.
>> Anonymous
>>188735
Jesus christ that's a terrible idea. Going on a webcam hooks you up with the weirdest, sickest, most fucked up people on the internet. If you are afraid of being around other people, don't use a fucking webcam.

Go somewhere where you can be in public but be left alone, like a library or bookstore. Go window shopping in a mall.
>> L !e7.vfYR7WI
>>188831

not looking for friendship on webcam, just contact.
>> Anonymous
>>188827

Not really, i'd rather go celibate than shove a guys cock in my ass. My gripe with women is not from an insecurity, more of a burning hate for them and the general inferiority of them. Was it because i got dumped? Was it because that hot chick was being banged by someone else and not me? Perhaps it was, it feels as if experiencing those moments has enlightened me to the realisation that all women are dirty whores and serve no place alongside men in the future.

They will always be second best and one step below men, until the time comes when a likeminded individual rises to power in the new world and deals with them the same way i would. My only regret is that i will not be around to see it happen.

>>188820

I just honestly found it hilarious that she got raped.
>> Anonymous
omg I bet you anything in addition to your other problems you also have VAGINISMUS. Fuck yeah sexual psychology course.
>> Anonymous
OP, you need to move beyond this and enjoy your life. Please.
Go to the Samaritans website (http://www.samaritans.org/) and use their email address contact option, an actual person will write back; I've used them in the past, it's akin to free counseling without the stress of being face-to-face.
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
>>188848

>Please.

hahaha
>> Anonymous
>>188841
your argument is so self-defeating it's amazing. observe:
>Was it because i got dumped? Was it because that hot chick was being banged by someone else and not me? Perhaps it was
uh-oh, here we go. i hope you're a troll! otherwise i already feel sorry for you.

>all women are dirty whores and serve no place alongside men in the future
the reason this is incorrect is actually highlighted by you in the same post:
>the time comes when a likeminded individual rises to power in the new world

basically, most clever people agree that a world run by women would actually be much more effective than one where men are in charge. the problem with men is that testosterone leads them to want to "rise to power" and dominate others in an alpha-male way, which leads to conflict, which is unproductive.
>> Anonymous
AN HERO NOW
>> Anonymous
OP, not to be a bastard, but did it occur to you that 4chan may not've been the best place to post this?
>> Anonymous
an hero
>> Anonymous
>>188827

He's written faggot in the email field, I think he already has accepted his homosexual ways. I mean there's no other explanation for writing faggot there really.
>> Anonymous
>>188900

It means whenever you read it you are being called a faggot, it saves myself from typing it into every post.
>> Anonymous
>>188710
pic please!
>> Anonymous
>>188841

Man, I'm truly feeling sorry for you.

I believe that life must have neither been fair nor nice to you, but it's clear that you're holding a grudge against women for reasons that are far more emotional than rational, and you know it.

I won't try to convince you that you're wrong, given that you're already aware of that, but I'll give you an advice;
stop looking for justifications and start over.

/Hope I didn't get trolled.
>> Anonymous
>>188841
Sharklaugh.wav
>> Margaret
>>188834
Hey OP. I can help you there. I'll give you my AIM if you can find some way to give me yours. Obviously, we can't exchange AIMs over 4chan because that would be disastrous in itself, but... I'll think of something. I can help you out. Just let me know any way I can help.
>> Anonymous
>>188945

get a temporary email address; www.trashmail.net
>> Anonymous
>>188841
>>My gripe with women is not from an insecurity, more of a burning hate for them and the general inferiority of them.

That is the definition of an insecurity: a pervasive and irrational pattern of thought on a specific topic. Leave the women to us real men, and you scared women-hating manchildren can go cower together in your fortress of gayness and solitude with one another.

>>I just honestly found it hilarious that she got raped.

You didn't. You didn't even chuckle. Instead your insecure feelings about women flared up, and you started trolling. You minimized the windows showing gay porn (which you were only looking at to confirm that fags are as gay as you thought) and started typing shit on 4chan to relieve your pent-up homosexual frustration.

My take? Mommy never hugged you. Maybe she put you in a dress and humiliated you. Maybe your Dad called you a faggot when he found out. So now you hate women every time your secret cock cravings swell up inside you. Like a dick in your ass.

Keep crying. The rest of us have girlfriends, wives, and enjoy life. You are just scared and angry, and utterly alone. Queer.
>> Margaret
>>188951
Made a yahoo. jokester30@yahoo.com

I'll tell you my AIM from there. Mkay? I can try to help if you need it.
>> Anonymous
>>188961

if i ever met you in real life, i'd beat you to death, just because of your attitude and personality. and i dont even know whats going in this thread. fuck you asshole, you'll never understand
>> Margaret
>>188974
Guys guys guys! Come on, let's help out someone that is asking for help and just... stop making things worse? I don't think this is the way to bring this thread to a close. End the trolling and hatred please?
>> Margaret
>>188970
Actually, apparently it's jokester@rocketmail.com

I dont' know why yahoo switched, but whatever. Sorry for the mixup, if you are still online, that is.
>> Margaret
>>188982
Errr... jokester30.

Sorry again. >.<
>> Anonymous
>>188970
Dude, you know this guy will befriend you, then post the meanest, most fucked up insults after he gains your trust and will post that shit on /b/. That's how trolling works. Just don't get too upset when he turns out to be a fucking dick.
>> Anonymous
>>188974
>>if i ever met you in real life, i'd beat you to death, just because of your attitude and personality.

No you wouldn't. You'd see my wife, start s-s-stuttering, and get a hard-on when you saw me. Your women hatred and gayness would conflict in the most amazing way possible, and you might hyperventilate and pass out right in front of us.

>>fuck you asshole, you'll never understand

Never understand what? Fags with an irrational fear of the ladies? It's people like that who beat/rape/torture women, then tearfully admit during an interrogation that they were fucked in the ass by their uncle for the first 6 years of their life, and that they hate women because they are gayer than gay. Fuck them. Just because they can't get a grip on their problem doesn't mean other people have to suffer. That's selfish and pathetic.
>> Margaret
>>188990
Ummm... In case you can't read, my name is Margaret. I'm a FEMALE. Kthnxbai.

And she already said she isn't looking for a friend, she is looking for someone to COMMUNICATE WITH. That's all. I'm actually kind, unlike some people, and I want to help. I have a brother who is the same way, doesn't communicate with anyone. Unfortunately, I can't help him, but I will try to help someone else get some confidence when I can understand where she is coming from.
>> Anonymous
>>189013
No offense but on the Internet saying anyone is a woman means very little. If you can help, great. If you are epic trolling, well, fuck off.
>> Anonymous
>>188961
Aren't you being a little hypocritical? I mean, here is this girl who was supposedly raped and is now a self-proclaimed pariah to her family and friends and you're defending her with the utmost sincerity.

On the otherhand, you have this angry anti-feminist who by one way or another has come to despise the oppisite sex. And you attack him where you think he'd be most vulnerable, his sexuality.

I know the former has created a topic on a health forum as to better discuss her/his situation(faux?), but I think you would do well to excerise a certain degree of tact when dealing with someone of a different opinion, regardless how irrational it may seem.

Can rape be laughed at on the internet? Yes. That's that. 4chan. Don't let your psychological profiling dilute your common-sense into thinking you can label a poster on an anonymous message board. You can identify symptoms; however, you are in no position to diagnose them.

anyway, my first post still stands
>>188927
lets see you OP.
>> Margaret
>>189017
Apparently. Thanks for the heads up Anon. You are awesome. And stupid. I realize that to you guys, nothing I say will mean shit, but I'm trying to help a female, so maybe she will believe that I'm not epic trolling and that I am a female. I've been on here before, stupid. I know the name of the game; most of you guys hate women, don't listen to us, fuck us in the ass, and leave. For the guys who don't, thank you for being here. You balance out those assholes that don't give a shit about anyone but themselves.
>> Anonymous
>>189012

Geez, give him a break. He sure has some reasons, and you're certainly not helping.
>> Anonymous
damn that's sad. get some help girl. i really hope you get better.
>> Anonymous
>>189020
I am, but he isn't an anti-feminist. He is anti-female. Big difference. Also I am not defending OP, but just attacking this guy who irrationally hates women. Don't worry, he's probably gotten more poon that I ever will despite him being a super misogynist.

>>189028
Now I feel like a dick, what were his reasons? I am not seeing anything that explained why he hated women, just that he did.
>> Anonymous
>>188710
you just need moar cock
>> Anonymous
>>189105

Well no one out there knows his reasons, but instead of flaming him needlessly, stay open-minded, try to understand his point, then argue peacefully with him. He won't change his mind if you insult him.

Let's keep /fit/ clean
>> Anonymous
>>189105

I don't see how he's against females.
>> Anonymous
Good luck to you OP but seriously, you need to fucking get some willpower. fucking pussy.
>> Anonymous
>>189105
He probably does have reason, although I doubt they are good enough to justify hating all women. It's like if a white guy got beat up by a black guy and used it as an excuse to hate all black people. It's just plain ignorant.
>> Anonymous
Your post on /b/ 404'd so I will repost my answer here: another anon recomended to get revenge by raping your tormentor with a strap-on without lube.
I would add: also hack his fingers and toes off and watch him bleed to death while stabbing him with a skewer. Pour acid in his face, or if you don't have any, burn his eyes out with a red hot peace of metal. And don't forget the violent castration! (dog-bites? rats?)
There are millions of ways you could slowly torture this piece of scum to death, I bet you would also find people easily that help you with that - try /b/.

You could however also go into therapy and try to take his ass to court. And if this doesn't work ruin his life anonymously: start by publishing his data on /b/.
But definitely therapy, I just started mine, it does help a bit.
>> Anonymous
>>189161
>>because this bitch is a whore and will sleep around at the first chance.
>>No, chaining them up, treatiing them as slaves and raping them when it takes our fancy is the way forward.
>>doing away with women is the future, they will not be needed
>>My gripe with women is not from an insecurity, more of a burning hate for them and the general inferiority of them

Glad I could help.
>> Anonymous
>>189217
lol
>> Anonymous
Internet black knights > Internet white knights

You guys got fucked.

*yawn* i'm tired after that rapefest today, gn /fit/.
>> Anonymous
Did you press charges against the guy? If not, GTFO and STFU.

Anyway, don't get too personal over the internet. If there's one thing that can get you raped again, it's giving personal info to some faggot from 4chan. Especially if he's posing as an "internet White Knight"
>> Anonymous
>>189238
I'm not a chess geek so I don't know WTF you are talking about.
>> Anonymous
>>189242
Internet White Knight = some pussy who is extremely nice to girls online because he can't talk to them IRL.
Note to guys: Girls don't want you to act that nice to them if you're also going to fuck them. Treat them like (gasp) normal people.
>> Margaret
>>189241
FEMALE.
Fucking idiots. My God.
>> Anonymous
>>189238

Eh, more like:

rational thinkers > ignorant woman hating faggots = desperate losers trying to get into a rape victims pants
>> Margaret
>>189245
/facepalm

I'm not showing tits, but I'm sure I'm a female. You should check to make sure you are a male though, Anon. You're throwing stuff around like it's a free for all. I'm trying to help, and you are being ignorant about it. She would like to come into contact with people again, and by telling her that people will fuck her over with "made up names" (Hence mine is MARGARET, NOT a male name mixup there, like a name such as Jamie) she's not going to be able to get the help she wants.
>> Anonymous
>>189249
Throw some parenthesis in there, I don't know what the order of operations to use is.
>> Anonymous
>>189246
>>189251
ITT: Femanons can't reply to the right posts
>> Margaret
>>189260
ITT: Males can't read the whole post where the other male said "he", which was refering to me, and realize that I had a right to correct him.
>> Anonymous
>>189260
and the natural balance of the universe is restored.

also, intrnt=srsbsnss
>> Anonymous
>>189266
ITT: Stupid slut is so self-centered that she sees herself as the only "Internet White Knight" to ever exist
>> Anonymous
>>189278
Stupid slut = female
internet white night = male

Sentence error.
>> Anonymous
>>188710
You should think about revenge. I mean, rather than cowing out, it would be better if you channeled your fear into something productive. Of course this won't mean that you're going to kill that asshole, but at least it's going to give you passion to get back on your knees. One anon is right, the more you let the rapist control you, the more he is victorious.

Just think about it, you can sue the fuck out of him, if you got out, right?

I commiserate with your ordeal and I hope you can get out of your rut as soon as possible. :)
>> Margaret
>>189278
ITT: Men use degrading words to put down femanons, especially if the male knows he's wrong.

/end thread.
>> Anonymous
>>189288
ITT: Too many fucking ITTs
Also, thundercunt thinks by putting /thread she ends the thread
>> Anonymous
>>189288
the second you call yourself a femanon you degrade yourself....
>> Anonymous
     File :-(, x)
>> Margaret
>>189296
It's not degrading to tell you that I'm a female anonymous. It's called information. I'm telling you that I'm a female, you idiot. I'm not saying that I'm a "thundercunt" as Anon would call me, I'm simply giving info that I'm one of the very few females on 4chan because you stuff them all so hard with punches and blows that they all leave.
>> Anonymous
>>189303
are you OP? lift weights, increases confidence and self sufficiency

check out crossfit. im serious, once you can squat your bodyweight you will feel physically safer. and its 100% possible to get super strong and remain VERY feminine.
>> Anonymous
>>189303

Anonymous stuffs everyone with punches and blows. If you think that it's just some special female treatment or that women should somehow be excluded from our all-encompassing hate, then you really should GTFO.
>> Anonymous
>>189300

Oh lawd, gimme some of dat mussles and vietnam watah
>> Anonymous
>>189310
Thus proving that you are gay. Thanks for the let down Anon.
>> Anonymous
Women are loot that must be cherished and protected at all costs.
>> Anonymous
>>189316
Haha. Thank you for that random interjection there, Anon.
>> Anonymous
>>189303
It's a shame that the only "femanons" who act like stupid cunts are the ones who make it known that they are.

It biases anons against women. I'm guessing lots of people posting under the name "anonymous" are chicks, but you'd never know because they don't have this attention-whore need to make it known.
>> Anonymous
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>> Anonymous
     File :-(, x)
>>189288

I came across this thread while listening to Debussy. Good music.

Your words are sad if not a little bit painful for me to read. I scrolled up a bit and in this post
>>188979
you actually asked the denizens of 4chan to be nice and "end the trolling and hatred".

Are you new here? While I am very happy that /fit/ is not /b/ you will encounter many more hateful, bigoted, assholes before you find someone helpful. I think that you've already figured out that the anonymity associated with being on this site removes any and usually all social repercussions that comes from being a genuine fucktard. So instead of fighting it, just ignore it.

The OP learned how to; so you should learn as well.

To the OP, I wish you the best of luck in your attempt to reclaim your social life. I would like to ask how it took several years for it to deteriorate from being fine to cowering in terror but it's none of my business. As an aside... I believe that anything regarding the human body can be overcome with willpower. It just depends on how hard you're willing to try.
>> Anonymous
Track down the guy that raped you and kill him. Fuck him in the ass with a strap-on and then cut his throat in front of a mirror. You'll feel a lot better afterwards.
>> Anonymous
     File :-(, x)
rape
>> streetripper
was it good sex
>> Anonymous
OP, find a better community to hang out in. 4chan is twisted and not fit for humans.
>> Anonymous
Listen you stupid cunt. 4chan isn't going to fucking help you for your so called "illness". Get the fuck over yourself, get some help and quit fucking coming here to complain and whine about your stupid life. No one fucking cares if you got raped. It probably wasn't even rape you stupid bitch. Unless you were brain dead or bleeding from every fucking orifice, it wasn't rape. Get the fuck off of 4chan and get the fuck over it.
>> Anonymous
OP, try making contact with human beings. It doesnt have to even be hanging out with people, just being around them. Take baby-steps in gradually readjusting yourself to the world. The only way to get somewhere with your problem is to suck it up and try.
>> Anonymous
is the guy in prison?
>> Anonymous
read this http://eckharttolle.com/a_new_earth
>> L !e7.vfYR7WI
thanks everyone. i've read all your posts and i'll just address a few points:

i didn't post on /b/, this is my only thread.

i'm not going to post pics, for obvious reasons.

@ the guy who posted AIM, i have MSN but i might get in contact with you on AIM later. i'm going to go eat dinner then work out (yes i do that! which is why i'm here in the first place).

thanks for all the kind words everyone, they really do mean a lot to me and you guys far outweigh the bad guys here. a few of you have actually lightened my mood and i do feel a lot better about myself.
>> Anonymous
>>188710
This is /fit/
Unless you are here to comment on how muscular and powerful your attacker/rapist was, we don't give a shit.

Like this,

hey fit, I have a serious problem what kind of training regimen does my rapist use? He's pretty powerful and I admire his abilities. What training regimen do you think he uses?

fucking troll.
>> Anonymous
>>189888
This post is better. I'd lol if I saw a bullshit thread like that on here.
>> Anonymous
>>189885
>>and i do feel a lot better about myself.

Don't, at the end of the day you're just a dirty whore cramming as much cock in as you can handle whilst pretending you dont want it.

Can't believe this thread has lasted this long.

>>I'M A GURL ON THE INTERNET HUUUUR DUUUUUR FUCKING GIVE ME ATTENTION

Pathetic. Hope you get raped again.
>> L !e7.vfYR7WI
>>190030

i didn't state my gender in original post, people asked.
>> Anonymous
I recommend a diet rich in fiber and HIIT.
>> Anonymous
just do some squats.
>> Anonymous
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJwRl0Fa990
>> Anonymous
SQUATZ
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
long thread is long
>> Anonymous
OBVIOUS TROLL IS OBVIOUS
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
>>190245

not according to 100+ posts it isnt
>> Anonymous
Q: How many guys does it take to rape OP?

A: Lets find out.
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
>>190258

1 apparently
>> Anonymous
add me to aim plz
>> Anonymous
Oh please who cares? You were raped...gawd 4000 people get raped everyday and you think you can sit in your basement and cry about it? Get out into the real fucking world...chances are every person you meet today has been raped so you deal with it and move on.
>> Anonymous
Get her address & phone number, its time for fun.
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
>>190726

I have her MSN address ;D
>> Anonymous
>>190751

Post it for epic lulz.
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
running_blind@hotmail.co.uk
>> Anonymous
>>190767

Should have added i was going to put her on craigslist looking to fuck any guys in sight, bondage & rape roleplay is a must.
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
>>190771

hahahaha
>> Anonymous
What the fuck? I think you guys are in the wrong board, /b/ is that way <
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
>>190774

your mother
>> Anonymous
>>190768

Cheers, will check it out soon.
>> Anonymous
Sponge is usually trolling, but if this pans out, I'll be really glad.

Honestly, if this chick really got raped, is scared of real normal people, and proceeded to give her email to a guy on 4chan... holy shit.
>> Anonymous
>>190804
>>Honestly, if this chick really got raped, is scared of real normal people, and proceeded to give her email to a guy on 4chan... holy shit.

Never underestimate the stupidity of women.
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
     File :-(, x)
>>190804

LOOKIE HAAER
>> Anonymous
I think some reverse trolling could be in order, OP - post sponges msn address.
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
>>190829

my MSN is in my fucking e-mail field you thick asshole
>> Anonymous
>>190835

I didn't think anyone on 4chan was dumb enough to post their personal msn address in public.
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
>>190851

well here i am.

who are you anyway are you for real? going around acting like you're the first person to discover trolling and being all bitter @ females?
>> Anonymous
>>190856

Looks like i really touched a nerve, such a sensitive boy you are.
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
>>190860

>omg you posted your e-mail in public ur stupid

>you are a pretentious faggot

>OMG I TOUCHED A NERVE

yes, you touched a nerve. such a masterful troll you are.
>> Anonymous
>>190856
The reason Sponge posts his MSN is because unlike most paranoid 4chan kids he realizes that no one actually gives a shit about people's "real" e-mail addresses.

And I use the term "real" very loosely.
>> Anonymous
Rape is no big deal. You're going to fork over your pussy to any number of guys in your life. Most girls have fucked hundreds of guys by the time they reach 40. So big deal that one guy took a free ride on your poontang. Get over it.

Chances are, he was frustrated because you were friendzoning him without decently cutting off the relationship (and thus attention that you milked from him.)

Yeah, he used you for sex, but you were probably using him first for money or attention. It's life.
>> Sponge !!5qxfxHYSQxJ
>>190899

ITT angry 13 year olds
>> Sponge !e7.vfYR7WI
lol
>> Sponge !e7.vfYR7WI
k bored now

loooooong thread

>>190771

>Should have added i was going to put her on craigslist looking to fuck any guys in sight, bondage & rape roleplay is a must.

hurf durf u sure owned sum imaginary girl