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Anonymous File :-(, x)
While there are many factors, such as my grandfather died due to heart/lung problems, and the fact that my whole family are generally fat fucks, as well as the gained ability of doing things without tiring out and generally healthy, the actual main reason as to why I'm losing weight is pretty shallow(in most people's eyes):
Girls.
I've never had a girlfriend, never had a girl make friendly conversation with me if they didn't want something from me(money, computer repair, work-related), never had a girl initiate any conversation with me, etc etc. I could go on, but there's no need. Why?
Because I'm changing. While it's a small step in the right direction, achieving a normal weight as well as being "easy on the eyes" is all towards the goal of someday having a pleasant conversation with a woman. I'm not even interested in sex anymore as the primary factor of being with a girl(it's a factor nonetheless). I can say I've finally achieved my goal when a girl asks ME out. Until then, time to realize that this is my own fault for the shape I'm in, and time to fix it.
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