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Anonymous
I've been there OP. For the last 2 years I've been trying to lose weight, and only has the last 6 months been productive.
Prior to that, I don't know what it was, but I could go weeks without working out. I would slip up on my eating every couple of days. I don't know why I did it, but it always happened. It really depressed the shit out of me.
But then one day, for some reason, that all just stopped. It was that sudden. I started doing everything I told myself I was going to do: never missed a work out, never stepped outside the foods I had to eat, and I didn't.
Now the idea of 'cheating' is so alien to me. The idea of late night binging is fucking ridiculous to me now. I'm just going through the motions, because it has to be done. It's just living life now, there's no more struggle to do the shit I have to do.
Try and get to this point someday. It's fucking easy.
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