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Socrates
Back to the topic at hand, I don't think I'm addicted, there are beautiful women in reality, at least to me, which hentai simply can't compared to, even though I have completely impossible fetishes. That is forgotten, not forgiven, when I'm attracted to a woman. I have never felt "Oh, if only she had Mikuru's breasts" or "Wait, she's not cell-shaded. Oh...". I have strong preferences for certain women in reality, and that sometimes is inconvenient, but that's very normal.
However, it is somewhat ostracizing, but I feel that being an active member of 4chan is debilitating in this manner. I have always felt more comforted by the boards than anything else, they are a place to come to live fantasies impossible in real life. I also visit /s/, and my preferences for real women are applicable there, but they still can't substitute real girls to me. I feel like it's the animation of life, right where you can see it, not acted by porn starts nor drawn by manga-ka. The charm of a real woman is impossible, for me at least, to find in porn or hentai, or ecchi as an extension of hentai.
However, this is not to say that, if I could enter some virtual-reality for my whole life to live my fantasies, that I wouldn't. I would, without hesitation. However, 4chan, and all of it's boards, are not that virtual reality.
I need to do more philosophy so I can figure this out better, though...
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