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Anonymous
I was not exposed to gender stereotypes until much later in my childhood than normal, and for whatever reason, I became a social outcast early on in school. That, and everywhere I looked, people wanted to pretend there were no such things as genitals - catholic school, prudish parents, children's books - so I never really had any way to associate myself with a proper gender identity. I often wondered whether things would be different if I was a girl, and eventually decided that there was no difference (aside from the physical, of course.) However, as a result of the internet being what it was (and still is, 10 years later), I had already been exposed to fair amounts of pornography before I hit puberty - in fact, my first ejaculation happened while I was trying to emulate what cunnilingus would feel like. This seems to have been a determining factor in all of my sexual experiences since then - if I can imagine how it would feel (this is not a limiting factor), and it would be sexually stimulating, then I can get off on it. Anything from unusual anatomy (futa, goo, monsters) to unusual insertions (nipples, large vaginal, multiple - even cranial, if drawn right) to transformation (zoomorph, transsexual, fuckable inanimate objects) - emotional fetishes don't turn me on at all. Urine/scat/blood/otherwise embarrassment or fear no, incest no, shame no, not even honest love. Whether or not such a situation is a turn-on is purely about the physical (and poo and pee smell bad, so...) Then again, that is probably simply a lack of experience - by many accounts, the most common sexual fantasy is a past sexual encounter, typically because of the emotional response.
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