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Anonymous File :-(, x)
Exhibitionism.
The reason is, basically, that I get off on sharing too much. Anything from discussing to showing to outright performing. I don't think I have some kind of childhood repression thing that's the root of this, in fact, I can't recall a single thing that could have been the source.
I'm a guy and I'm not that proud of my body, but I think my actual genitalia is pretty nice. Back when I was single, I used to show it to anyone who asked, in person or on webcam, and really enjoyed people watching me masturbate.
Since I found a girlfriend, I've not done that, but my exhibitionism fixation has become translated onto her. I love showing her off. The idea of other people, both men and women, looking at her just turns me on incredibly. I love the idea of them being shocked, but I really like the idea of them being turned on by her body. I've taken her on topless drives and shit before, nothing major, and we had a trip to the beach where she was intentionally wearing a bikini entirely too small for her that kept slipping in certain places.
Both of us have been wanting to explore this fetish more, but lack a safe environment in which to do it. (The law is an ass, and it'd be nice to start off doing it to non-threatening, nice people who we know will enjoy it.)
The idea still gets me more aroused than anything else, though. I want people to see her naked, to watch her show off, to see her masturbate, to see me fuck her. I love the shamelessness and the slutiness of the whole thing. Also, I confess I'd probably love to put her up for public use and have a whole load of guys fuck the shit out of her in front of an audience, but that's a fantasy that's far off for now.
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