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ITT Ronery fantasies Pt. 5! KZN
Continued from:>>705482!

TT we discuss our ronery fantasies. (Relationship troubles and other such related material is fine too.)

Our mIRC: #ronery-anons

Picture related. I want to take a bike ride...he'd be peddling and I'd be standing on the back with my hands on his shoulders, having the wind in my hair and whatnot. Yeah, that'd be nice.
>> Aro !!tth/tv+hsYe
I'd be pedaling and she'd be like "PEDAL FASTER I CAN'T FEEL THE WIND IN MY HAIR"
>> KZN
>>707020
Lol.

Also I just realized I made a typo in OP post.
"ITT" not "TT," lol.
>> Kiiyo
>>707016
Yeah, I always enjoy doing that

You know, I've been just hanging out here and replying to other peoples since Pt. 1, and it occurs to me I haven't even shared my own story yet.

Well, there's actually one specific girl that I had liked quite a lot for a long time, though we only live like an hour apart I still usually only got to talk to her online. it had been a year and a half, without her suspecting a thing, before we just... stopped talking. For like 4 months I had barely a word from her, she was having some pretty serious family and school problems that, even if she had let me in, I wouldn't have been able to truly help her with. Then, actually about a week ago, she suddenly came back around my life, sounding better than ever. We've talked for like 3 hours a night strait, and played Guild Wars and other various online games together and stuff, and - though I've tried my best not to show it- it's been really hard not to admit that I've liked her all this time, even through her absence, since she's quite the ronery but scares very easily.

Yeah, I'd like to say I'd want to find a nice secluded place where it was just the two of us, but truthfully I could never be satisfied with that. I'm a highly social person at heart, and that aspect of me often times gets spoiled with my ever-impressive onterage of friends. In fact, the reason I've been absent from here the past 2 days is I had 3 friends randomly come over and stay the night last night. Even though it's nice to have lots of alone time, I couldn't stand being with a girl who wasn't friends with my friends.
>> KZN
>>707033
Aww...
Why don't you go ahead and confess? It might end unrequited, but you never know until you try.
>> Jumi
>>707016
Uh what server or whatever is that channel on?

Anyway, I guess other than the protecting a dude scenario, I'd just like to be there for someone I happened to like and let them know they'd always have someone to confide in. It seems so cute to me.
>> KZN
>>707058
Oh, sorry, forgot to mention! It's on Rizon. Hope to see you there!
>> Kiiyo
>>707058
It's irc.rizon.net #ronery-anons
>> Jumi
>>707062
>>707065
Thank ya both kindly.
>> Frank
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Guys still around, I see? Nice to see the Breakfast /C/lub is still around. Seriously, I like you guys. So have more Dev Amy art. How goes the chatroom?
>> Jumi
>>707086
Going pretty well! Come join us, citizens of /c/!
>> KZN
>>707086
Chatroom's going a bit slower...which ic nice so I can keep up. and we're actually talking about ronery stuff now, instead of those guys coming in talking about trolling /a/.

Awesome artwork, by the way.
>> Savage
>>707092
Agreed, looking pretty Nomura-esque...only without so many belts and zippers.
>> Frank
Thanks on the art, guys, the artist is a total Nomura fangirl and she will be happy to hear. Thank you.

That said, screw it, true confessions night. I've given up the game, for a number of reasons. Injuries and disease (lupus most likely, still awaiting more tests) drastically limit what I can do, and add a lot of problems in life. I refuse to burden someone with them for any long-term period, and would need someone with more than a little medical training and the patience of a saint. So that pretty much ends the romantic side of things.

That said, I have a blast with folks around me who are in relationships, and I love seeing it. Matter of fact, this year marks the third and fourth marriage of friends, with two more coming and the last unmarried one I know yet to pick a date. So I get all the love I need just from overflow from them, and life is good.

Ronery at times, yeah, especially for someone for whom touch is very important...a hug, a caress, a lean, all that means a lot. But life is never perfect, and I'm more than happy as it is.
>> Anonymous
>>707143
Yesh, touch is very important to me too... I want someone to hold for extended periods of time. Just sit/lie there, hold, and talk, or watch TV or something... or maybe just lie in each others arms, enjoying the embrace, not even having to say anything... *sigh*
>> Frank
>>707150
It's a sort of self-validation, I think. Of things being real, being more than just a visual illusion or a dream. And a sense of validation as well; the feel of another who is willing to share physical space with you and trusts and cares about you that much is a huge thing.

I honestly think that's why a lot of fen at cons tend to be glompy. They seek that same close-contact validation, and find themselves in a place where it's at least tacitly encouraged, and that long period of repression is finally open. So the hugs go on and on, as a way of 'catching up' on the contact they've been deprived of.

It's just a theory. But I know, more than anything...if the last thing I feel, on the last breath I draw, is the caress of a person I love, it would take away the pain of any kind of life, and I could die content.
>> Shyguy
yeah never used irc before anyone wanna gimme a how to link?
>> Jumi
>>707181
http://forums.afterdawn.com/thread_view.cfm/47221

This should help. If you are still confused though I'll be more than happy to explain in detail or answer any questions.
>> Shyguy
>>707194
thank you
>> Anonymous
Oldfag lurker here

Thanks for making these threads. I've always been a fan of this sort of thing but most of the boards have become too full of assholes to do them anymore. I suppose it figures that all the nice people would end up in /c/, don't give up hope, there's more good folk out there than you might think. They're just lurking.
>> Kiiyo
Lol, I love how we've got a part 5 after like, what, 3 days?
>> Anonymous
Anyone here ever liked a girl that ends up liking your best friend, in the same conversation give her the advice she needs to make it work with him, and know that by being the good guy in the game, you'll lose but you do it anyway just to make sure she's happy? That's this poor anon right here. =/ And the story behind all that is sad. And pathetic, on my part.

When you look at it, you shouldn't stop playing the game because of the sheer number of girls you could possibly be with. But many, like me, want to stop/have stopped playing the game because of two things, I believe. 1) That little, or large, bit of discouragement that you get, either at once or over time, stops you in your tracks. 2) At the time, you wanted it to be her, and just her. But you couldn't have her.

So, you can't have her. And because of the slightest fear of her and/or any of her siblings finding out about your feelings, you have to be someone else around her/them---hold back the way you talk, the direction you look, body language, what you say, facial expressions, and all of that. And it's really painful to not be able to be you around someone you want/someone that could lead to your discovery.

And then? Drumroll please.......bam. The brother zone.

*sigh*

Makes you want a pat on the weary back every now and then.
>> Anonymous
I would like a girl to be loving, to be always there. I guess after having my share of heart break, I don't know what to think. I've become a delightfully lascivious person, I don't know why. I guess I would like a Rinoa, or just to be with someone without any strings attached. Just someone to watch my anime, listen to the things I have to say, but sometimes my mind goes crazy and I like a person just because I think I want them to be someone but they're not. Meh..
>> Savage
Attention roneries: You can totally stop by on our IRC channel, we'll totally listen to you =D
>> drawfag !tsGpSwX8mo
>>707223

oh, i've been -actually, i think i am- there. it's more like... *cue to the twilight zone theme* ...the friend zone.
>> Anonymous
My ronery fantasies....

I guess I've always longed to save some nice girl's life, and be repayed by eternal unconditional love.

And a lot more I'd rather share with /a/, cos I'm new to /c/, and you might not like me.
>> Anonymous
>>707318

Let it out, anon. Just open the gates and get it off your chest.

Personally, my greatest fantasy is to find a nice, sweet, damaged goods type that I could be there for, and help her learn to live life again. I'd take her places, care for her, hold her at night, all that sappy romantic shit. I'd help her see the beauty in life again. ;_;

I will not lie, I am an utterly hopeless romantic.
>> Anonymous
>>707329
v.v save me...
>> Anonymous
>>707332

Here's the funny thing. I am 100% Southern California dude at heart, and the type I love generally just can't take it. It's just in my blood, my parents were hippies back in the day and raised me in a really open household, and me just being me is generally too much for my ideal girl.

I don't believe I should do any drastic changes to myself though. Sure I'll give up waking up and drinking a Stella, but I mean there is just a lot about me that if I were to change, would basically make my entire existence up until now one big sham.

This is not to say I am a "bro." In fact I rather hate bros.
>> Anonymous
>>707341
*nods* don't change yourself, ever. Not for someone else at least...

keep looking, you'll find her... ^-^
>> Anonymous
>>707329

Fine, I'll let it all out.

I really want to watch some girl almost get raped, and then go over to the dude raping her and pretend to help just until I'm within melee range, then fucking rip him apart limb by limb. Then the bitch is like "Omg you just saved me fuck I'll reward you, motherfucker." And let me fuck her, right there, on the spot. Then we live happily ever after.

But my REAL fantasy would be this:

Saying as I believe that Haruhi Suzumiya exists (Listen, the series could have made like a bible, by her will, and there's no real historical evidence to prove it wrong, and she has powers like a God, well, y'know.) My fantasy would be to be put through a trial by her, which involves not fapping to the most epic hentai of her ever, and shit like not being tempted by monies, bitches, and power, etc, and then a test of strength, which involves saving a dummy Haruhi from being killed/raped by 2 niggers with knives, and a test of wisdom/intelligence, and have to solve some puzzle shit.

And when I pass, I get given almighty powers and get to live in the world with her. And of course, with it being my fantasy, she becomes attracted to me, and starts to make advances, then I realise it, and y'know what comes next, we have wild passionate sex very often for the rest of eternity, with the pair of us living in a fun-as-hell and not boring-as-fuck world, unlike the one I'm in now, and we govern over this world in secret, basically trolling people, all whilst fucking like rabbits every other day.

There, I let it out.
>> Anonymous
>>707348

Sure some of your fantasy there is kinda out there, but a lot of that is possible.

You can find a girl that's fun and adventurous like Haruhi and just have a dang good time doing anything with her. She is out there man, just be yourself and it will work out.
>> Anonymous
>>707361

You don't know me. I'm a /b/tard. That invalidates

>be yourself

As /b/tards are the scum of the universe.
>> Anonymous
>>707366
true.
>> Anonymous
>>707366

Then, just don't be a faggot and it should work.
>> Anonymous
>>707374

It's hard. /b/ is buried VERY deep within my soul. It'll take another 2 or 3 seasons of Haruhi and maybe a re-watching or six of Elfen Lied, and maybe watch Wolf's Rain.

Sadness can destroy the beast that is /b/.
>> Anonymous
>>707376
DO IT
>> Anonymous
>>707376

Sounds like you need to watch Welcome to the NHK, or again if you already have.

You can be a /b/tard all you want, hell a lot of us here likely are too, myself included (though I can't stand to even go to /b/ anymore), but that is no excuse for being a faggot, ever.
>> Anonymous
This thread scares me
>> Anonymous
>>707385

I can't stand /b/ either, but it still remains a part of me. It's like a scar. /b/ is too cancerous now. It's dead to me. At least these boards are free of cancer.

Also, I'll take a crack at Welcome to the NHK, but can you give me a brief description of what it is?
>> Anonymous
>>707393

Welcome to the NHK is basically your (and most everyone on 4chan's) life put into an anime form. It's basically about Satou and Yamazaki being /a/ssholes, and then Misaki trying to cure Satou of his hikikomori ways to little (if any) success. Definitely a must watch.
>> Anonymous
>>707396

Cool. Definitely must be watched, even though it'll totally rape my feelings for a while, as I'll watch every single problem I have laid in front of me, like I'm an open book.
>> Anonymous
>>707397

It is pretty much like that for a lot of the series yeah, but by the end it will give you some hope for the future.

It's a pretty hard-hitter, but it's worth the watch.
>> Anonymous
To go on a long walk with her... then she gets tired on the way home, and I give her a piggyback ^_^
>> Anonymous
I'm an average schmoe I'd say. I'm shorter than average and I can get one hell of a temper. I'm friendly but I can be extremely hostile if need be. I'm hard to sway from my opinions without undeniable evidence. Wasn't popular. Had a few select people who loved to see how I'd react to their faggotry. Had friends who were certainly not the top of the social ladder. It was a Christian School, private, but this place got all kinds of public school rejects anyway. A guy with little to no work ethic got sent here in addition to some 'gangsta' fellows.
There was always the main group of friends who originally consisted of:
- Thieving liar, hypocritical, anti-depressant pillie.
- WoW Gamer
- Female Bookworm
- Myself
- The girl who'd go places
I was introduced to the group by the thief, who wasn't always that way. Time passed on and I became a regular among the group. My way of entertaining the group being to join the WoW Gamer in pointing out the Thief's extremely pathetic habits (spending 40 bucks in one day on lunch). This gained laughs from the Girl. When the Bookworm left, we all started to hang out more. Like coming over to play games at my house, go see movies, etc. Over 2 years of this it took me to realize I had feelings for her, WoW Gamer noticed this sooner than I did. She was nice, funny, wasn't too judgemental and accepted us for who we were. A week of pondering and I finally developed a plan to ask her out to the movies, can't recall what I wanted to see for the life of me. But a few days before I was going to, I hear that the Thief has asked her out to the movies as well. I was confident that she'd not return his feelings. He wasn't the most suave person and both me and WoW Gamer knew that it was merely a ploy to get to the Bookworm, who already had a boyfriend who he despises. So she goes on the date. A few days or so later, it's confirmed that they've become a couple and are going out. I died a little on the inside.
>> Anonymous
>>707421
At this point I'm enraged at the Thief, who took away who I felt had rightfully should've been mine. Why him? He was selfish, immature, romantically inept, and became a whiny emo bitch whenever he was reading or didn't take his anti-depressants, which he neglected to do on a daily basis. I became depressed and more distant. I stopped talking to the two of them, as the sight of them holding hands on the bench made me want to mutilate him and teach him a lesson, one that he still needs to be today, on what happens when you steal something from the wrong guy. I hung out with WoW Gamer, who actually cared unlike Thief who only cared when it wasn't 'boring shit.' Other then him though, I just ate lunch fast, left, and stayed in the computer room or library. I became more violent in the 2 months that past to the point where I bent a golf club during PE and tried to beat another guy in PE with a badminton racket after his assholery got too much.

So one day, I suddenly get a call from the girl. She got my number from Gamer apparently. So we start talking about mundane things until it slowly gets to her relationship with the Thief. Apparently he's been taking the relationship too fast. 'Going for the gold with a penny.' They've only been on two dates yet he's already talking about marriage. And she says they've never even kissed yet, or on the lips anyway. So I'll be damned, he really was romantically inept. She said she'd break up with him in a week or so and as she said, she did. He took it surprisingly well and was as happy as could be for the next few days, though I suspect it was just the anti-depressants.
>> Anonymous
>>707422
So she was on her own again. But I had, by this time, decided to get to know her better before diving in. As I learned, she had big plans for her future. She was training herself in multiple languages, was bound to go to a good college and likely a good university. I believe she said she'd be trying to major in something business related. Possibly people management, I forget. She'd also be in the foreign exchange program (was leaving for Thailand this month). I came to a sad conclusion. That I'd do her more harm than good. A long distance relationship would never work. With her being across the world at multiple times, not to mention she was a high school senior and me a sophmore. Would I truly be happy with this relationship? I was quiet, internet-browsing, gaming, and sometimes awkward. She was outgoing, courageous, and had ambitious dreams. I decided it would never work out, but I couldn't just keep it to myself I had to find a way to tell her.

The oppurtunity came when she invited me to the senior graduation as a guest. I knew this would be the only time I could get her alone. Dressed up as best I could for the occassion and found a good seat, and spent most of my time thinking of how I should tell her and when. So the awards and diplomas are all finished getting handed out, the students are sent to the school's chapel for a party and then it would be off to a bus to further partying until 1AM. As people slowly start walking out to the buses. I almost lose sight of the girl before bringing her over off the path and out of everyone's way to finally tell her. I didn't sound nearly as confident as I wanted to be, nor did I say exactly what I wanted to say. But I got my point across in the end. That I loved her and I wanted her to be happy, even if that means without me.
>> Anonymous
>>707423
I felt embaressed as hell but she smiled sweetly at me and said I was a good sweet guy. The final call for the buses rang out. She gave me a quick peck before taking off towards the buses. I could only wave goodbye in response. I felt as if I had gotten something big off my shoulders and felt refreshed. I fell asleep with a smile for once in many years.

tl;dr NEUTRAL END?

And apologies for clogging up the thread with what could be grief
>> Anonymous
>>707426
I was about to say something like "sage this emofaggotry", but that was actually kind of cute/sweet.
>> Anonymous
>>707426

Awww.... I read the first post and most of the 2 last posts. It makes me feel both undeniably sad and also very happy.
>> Anonymous
I want my girl to be cute, sweet and intelligent... yet klutzy as hell. I want her to do cute stuff like try and make me pancakes, but end up flipping them onto the ceiling/getting pancake mix on her nose. Heheheh.
>> Anonymous
>>707444

So, Miruku Asahina then?
>> Anonymous
>>707426

Dude. If you had done that when she was with Thief then you'd have gotten more than a little kiss, I'd say.
>> Anonymous
>>707393
In "Welcome to NHK", every single teenagers/young adults characters are damaged, struggling for a better tomorrow. At first, you think that's only the case of Satou, but as the story unravel, you discover the problem of each : each of them are failing their life, Satou, his "angel" Misaki, his otaku friend, his sempai from the litterature club, other sempai, this brother sempai and in some extent, the crush of the otaku friend. The LSD-trip of Sato and belief in a NHK conspiracy is only a side-effect of what his sempai told him at school "There are conspiracies in this world." .

She explains this quite plainly : the only explanation of why good and smart people like them (she was meaning Satou and her) are failing is that there are conspiracies against them. I share her belief. Fortunately, both manga and anime have a lot of comic relief, so you won't commit suicide right after watching it.


And I'm feeling ronery too, but I guess I'm going back to lurking for a little while.
>> Aro !!tth/tv+hsYe
>>707223
Yes... very much indeed. Then it repeated three
times over... GOOD GOD.
>>707426
Awww... But, honestly, I'm one of those pillbuggies. I can say that there's not much difference when I'm on the anti-depressants and when I'm not.
>> Rock
>>707551
I just wish the anime was as good as the manga.
>> KZN
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>>707426
D'aww, cute story. Do you still keep in contact with her at all?