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ITT Ronery, Part 6! KZN
Continued from part 5.1, which recently 404'd.

ITT: Ronery fantasies, stories of your roneriness, etc.
Relationship troubles and the like are find too.

And again, let's try to include a /c/ute picture with every post, if possible. Doesn't have to be related.

Anyways, picture related. I want this. ;_;
>> Anonymous
I've just been with a girl-friend's (as in, a friend who's a girl) house. Sure, she's a bit scenester but to me it's just a cute phase. I've known her since I was a kid, so it's the most natural thing in the world for us to hang together. Also, I was out last night with a bunch of friends. We kinda' just chilled and talked. But when I came home, I had that feeling of wholesomeness that only comes with having successfully socialized and had fun.

Sorry that everyone else in /c/ is so ronery... :/
>> Anonymous
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Unrelated pic, but cute and awesome nonetheless.

Few friends, never had a girlfriend, never even met anyone I would want to ask out. So yeah. I suppose I'd call what I live with loneliness, but perhaps I'm slightly better off than those who've actually experienced something different in that I don't really have something good to contrast it with.
>> Anonymous
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i used to be lonely, however i now own a small collection of dolls which keep me company. i know you'll probably all think this is crazy, but i very often have little tea-parties with them. just the presence of their little faces looking up at me alleviates some of my loneliness.

actually, i think this might be just what a lot of people on /c/ need...
>> Orson Petticoat !loLLWU3aXU
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18y/o male, freshman in college, never had a girlfriend. I've met plenty of girls that I really like, even got friendly with them, but I never asked them out. Too much self-doubt, I suppose. One girl did have a crush on me once, but she was insane and also had a crush on one of my closest friends. I had a chance with her, but I felt that we wouldn't get along. I sort of stepped aside and now she's going out with my friend, and they seem awfully happy together. No loss on my part, anyway.

My problem isn't that girls don't like me (well, except for the in-crowd sorts of girls), they seem to feel that I'm friendly and have a good sense of humor and whatnot. I just never make a move because I'm terrified of the whole "friend zone" thing and how it might ruin our friendship. For example, I just met a lovely girl in my school's Aikido club. I'm sure we'll be friends, but I'm just as sure that I'll never be her boyfriend.

tl;dr I'm a coward
>> Zdenek
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I don't even know any suitable girls to start with, I'm a terrible piece of junk.
Posting some random related pic.
>> Anonymous
Finishing up college, never had a girlfriend. Mostly because I'm in computing and am way too nerdy. I've had a couple girls approach me (even sat on my dorm bed watching me and trying to chat me up for a while, with nobody else around) but, looking back, I was too stupid to realise what they wanted.

Sigh...

No picture from me, sorry. I don't save,
>> Anonymous
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I'm 19, so my hormones are going nuts. ;_; I'm constantly thinking about guys, and ronery all the time because of that.

My fantasy is having a sex-crazed boyfriend that was faithful...I want him to surprise me in the shower, push me up against the wall, and lavish me.

I want him to kiss me when we're both home from work every day...but that kiss would have something animalistic about it...and we both couldn't control our instincts and we'd fall on the couch together in a writhing ball of lust and ecstacy.


God, I'm a depraved bitch.
>> Anonymous
>God, I'm a depraved bitch.

This is /c/ and we prefer the term "healthy girl".
>> Lilim
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I'm not really ronery per say since I'm in a relationship but lately I've been super jealous and it;s pushing him away I think.I just can't help it. One of his friends is a stupid whore who any chance she gets is like all over him like she's me (which almost got her ass kicked but the bitch still won't learn) and then later says I'm sorry I won't flirt with him. Then she cunt turns right around and says she never even considered that flirting. Not mention the lucid dreams I have almost every night where he is leaving me or I have to watch him with someone else. Tonight's was pretty bad I woke up feeling like I was going to puke, my head was spinning, and I had a feeling that if this didn't stop soon I'd become full fledged yandre.

tl;dr Dreams and whorebag are about to make me loose my fiancee and in the process my mind
Picture very much related
>> Anonymous
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I just want to hug him... :(
>> Tohno Minagi is mai waifu !1md6cOoHWU
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well.. I guess you could say that I'm to shy/ fearful of rejection to ever ask anyone out.
(never have never will)
even if I wasn't I've never actually had felling for anyone and probably never will :/
there's also the fact that all tho people think I'm a great guy at first I seem to be hard to be around for extended periods of time. (so I don't have to many real friends... )
oh and my standers are WAY to hi (aparantly.)
I'm also pretty put off on the whole relationship thing I always hear people talking about how their boyfriends an ass their girlfriends a bitch... fights, cheating, devices... don't sound that grate.
I once had a girlfriend... (first and last) actually I'm not even sure if that's true we only went on two date's.
*sigh* she smocked , was really "big", she was what some would call white trash and it was believed that she was only with me to "do it" (as if I'd let that happen.) ...oh did I say that she was a 17 year old mother of a two year old?
I'd say she was the best I could do but I think it was her that dumped me.
At this point I just stopped caring.
I'm gonna live and die alone thats just how it is.
pic not related.
>> Anonymous
>>731126
hai hai! im ur man
>> Anonymous
>>731126
get a dildo
>> Anonymous
>>731198
fag
>> Anonymous of Finlandia
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The one and only for me.
>> Anonymous
>>731126
I always thought that most girls want a sensitive guy over a sex-crazed one. Now you've got me worried; I could never be that kind of guy.
>> Anonymous
I'm happy being an individual and do not want to be tied down by a relationship at the moment.

AMIDOINITRITE?!
>> Anonymous
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>>731222
Forgot my pic.

Anyway, are all girls like that?
>> Anonymous
>>731227

Guy, I hate to be the bitch that breaks this to you...

Most of us say we want a sensitive guy, but we really don't. We like the badboys or the tough guys that could protect you. We also like the cold guys that're hard to figure out.

However...the ones that're tired of dealing with those dicks realize that sensitive guys are the way to go. :]

But that's usually at 25+

tl;dr: Sensitive guys are not what most women want.
>> Anonymous
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>>731233
Looks like I'll be single until I'm 25, then.
I've always heard that and ignored it because it doesn't make any sense. What's the appeal of a "badboy?" Aren't they the ones that give girls the most trouble and the least reward? It seems to me that all I need to find is a girl with some sense of rational self-interest, but I'm probably wrong.

Pic related because she goes for the bad boys.
>> Anonymous
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My mother died on Sunday, I wish she hadn't. That's my ronery fantasy.
>> Anonymous
>>731233
Speak for yourself.
>> Anonymous
>>731136
Know where your coming from
>> Anonymous
>>731263

Notice why I said "most girls", honey.
>> Anonymous
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>>731227
>>731233
>>731246
Mostly bimbos go just for badboy attitude, popularity and muscles withou caring is that guy cheating asshole. Not every girl is that stupid and they appreciate if guys can be sensitive, but completely wussies are not very attractive either. Golden mean ftw.
>> Anonymous
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>> Anonymous
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i'm a twenty-two year old white male who enjoys being single. back in high school i had two failed relationships, one in particular opened mine eyes and showed me what a despicable person i was capable of being. I never sought out a relationship since then, but I catch myself daydreaming while reading certain materials (i.e. harry potter, musashi battle royale, rurouni kenshin, 1984) when I see the way male and female characters interact. I've been severely daydreaming about having a friend who is not a receptacle, nor an object to be acquired, but a companion who reciprocates my love interest, who shares not my interests and hobbies but appreciates them; who empathizes and connects with me. My most significant fear is that I will not be able to do the same for her. this troubles me. many objectify women and seem to impart that women are creatures that are not to be dealt with unless you are either in a relationship with or fucking. It was while reading harry potter, however, that It occurred to me how healthy and wise it is to befriend women on a personal level, with an ultimate goal, the "holy grail" of relationship, nonexistent.
pic related, it warms me from inside.
>> Anonymous
>>731297
Be glad you're single. it means you can have as much bathroom time as you want.
You can run on your own schedule.
You can take the time to improve you mind and body to any degree you wish.
Use your time well. You'll make much better company.
>> Anonymous of Finlandia
>>731270

I kinda despise the "badboy" thing ~~

Well yeah, you are tough and all the bitches love you, but whats the point? +1 to your goddamn ego? Even when I go to bar etc. to drink, when I see those guys acting so cool and tough, I always feel like fighting. Dont know why that is, tough..
>> Anonymous
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>>731268
By saying "most girls", you are not speaking for yourself.

So, speak for yourself.
>> Anonymous
2D girls forever!!!


it's obvious that i need help.
>> Anonymous of Finlandia
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>>731315

Indeed, you do. Here's some first aid.
>> Anonymous
>>731314

I know, I know, women will deny that they prefer badboys over sensitive guys.

But I know it's the truth, just like when we say looks don't matter.

They really do...we think guys are shallow, when really, they're just more blunt.

We think the same things.
>> Anonymous
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>>731246
Learn how to be gentlemen and start speaking with silver-tongue. That's the way to melt a woman's heart.
>> Anonymous
i've had a short term relationship once. went into it, despite knowing that holiday flings usually don't work.

well, a friend of mine and 3 others
(1 more guy, 2 girls. among the girls the [at that time already] ex-gf of my friend....holy crap, awkward)
went on an island
(eurofag here, if it means anything)
for 2 weeks and in that time the second girl apparently became interested in me. no, i didn't notice anything....when she came and confessed to me (yes, for real) i found out that EVERYONE, even her parents at home, already knew about it.....fuck. anyhow: while still on holidays it worked well and was great (though i admit, i still do not know if i loved her...butterfly stuff? never happened...but i did really like her, that i know. she was/is an incredible woman).

well, being the boring, pathetic fuck i am
(i have no life....it's nothing i'm proud of, but i'm very bad with people) i didn't give her anything to support the relationship after we returned home. not that i'd know how or what to give anything anyway....and it broke apart.

worst thing: i cannot, i can not forget about her. every little thing reminds me of how stupid i was in that relationship and how good she was as a woman. it's been 3 years now and she still ghosts around in my head....ah well, guess i will have to live with it. one thing i know for sure: i won't get into another relationship. this time for sure
>> Anonymous
>>731320
Sorry to burst your bubble, but not all girls are like that. No doubt there's some that are, but stop speaking for us as a whole. We each have our own opinions, and what you're saying is not mine. I'm not going to lie and say looks don't matter, but I really don't like the "badboys", thank you very much.
>> J-chan
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>>731320
...oi. The guy I love is sensitive, wonderfully romantic, and his favorite anime include Honey and Clover and Da Capo. So please, don't say you speak for all girls, or most girls even.
>>730449
I miss that so much. Pic related also.. Half of my /c/ouple pictures make me very ;; now.

emphasis, are you still around? D: Would love to see you in the IRC or something.
>> Anonymous
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Its quasi-depressing to think that it is harder to find prospective girls than it is to get close to them.

And of course once I find one who I like, I become their best friend because I love just being around them so much I figure I have a better shot at not losing them that way.
>> Anonymous
>>731263
Indeed. That retarded bad boy shit is not appealing in the least. I want a man with a god damned brain and a healthy dose of common sense above all else.
>> Anonymous
>>730471
me again. i notice someone has mentioned that women mostly like badboys. i find this to be true. i'm alone these days, mostly because of awful experiences with women and people in general when i was a kid. when i was a kid, my mom ran off with another man and i had to live with my dad. it completely destroyed him to loose mom like that, and he was always saying i had to be more of a man than him because he didn't want me to end up like that.

so i tried my best to be masculine and to gain the attention of women, but in my attempt to work out how women thinkn i began more and more to be drawn toward feminine stuff. in school all my friends were girls, and i told my dad that they were all after me because i knew that'd make him proud. but those girls would always call me up to complain about their no-good boyfriends, who were cheating on them or paying no attention to them or all sorts of crap. eventually i lost my temper with one of them(and i can't believe i did this) i just shouted "shut up, shut the fuck up and stop dating them. my mother left me when i was fucking seven!!" i had very few friends after that, and thats when i bought my first doll. i had been really fascinated by one owned by a former friend of mine, who had told me she found it really theraputic to talk to it sometimes.
i did the same, but when my dad found me talking to one one day he was furious and asked me if i was gay, challenged my sanity and soon stopped talking to me.
basically, i can trace most of my life's problems down to the fact that women simply aren't attracted to nice men... i lost many people in my life because of this fact (father, mother, friends).

but now, in my dolls, i have plenty of friends and family again. :)
>> Anonymous
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18 year old roneryfag.
I've had one gf in my life, broke up with me the next day.
now I don't give a shit anymore and if someone comes along, I'm going to try but other than that, fuck it. I'm never gonna search for someone and I never did, I've already accepted I'm gonna be ronery for most of my life.
>> Anonymous
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Male roneryfag here.

I've had only one real relationship, and that was online. It may have been online, but it still meant something.

I'm shy as hell in real life and no girls here seem to be my taste. What I really want is just a girl who has the traits I want. Outgoing, fun, talkative. Opposite's attract right?
>> Orson Petticoat !loLLWU3aXU
>>731352
Hello myself, have we met before?
I'm also always fairly content with a friendly relationship but, like I said, I'm afraid to ask them out because of the "friend zone" thing, and even then if they would go out with me, I'd be even more afraid of screwing up and ruining what used to be a perfectly good friendship.
>> Anonymous
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I'm a ronery dude too.

One of my fantasies is to just have something other than my pillow to snuggle.
>> Anonymous
>>731483
seconded
>> Anonymous
>>731483
buy a doll. :)
>> Anonymous
>>731514
where do I buy doll? (eurofag if that matters)
>> Anonymous
Try being in love, literally IN LOVE, with you're best friend's boyfriend. While I have several prospective guys around, even dated a lot of them since I met said love-interest of mine, but theyre never the one I want.

Thats worse than being lonely if you ask me.
>> Anonymous
>>731525
order online for highest quality
>> The Very Fucker Doing Ronery Hearts Club On DesuRadio !B7AIFX26AA
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19 going on 20 here, overweight but decently active guy (I go for a jog every once in a while). I had my crushes, both on girls I know and also girls having a crush on me, but in the end never had a girlfriend. One particular girl came close, though, but I didn't grab the chance to hit second base and now she's engaged to someone else.

At 11 years old, I lost the love of my sister, who got out of the house in acrimonious circumstances to marry a big-time prick (with whom she now has 4 retarded kids), and also my mother at 14 to breast cancer. Ever since then, I have not felt the feeling of having a woman in my arms.

Seriously, if you have feelings for someone you like, don't wait until it's too late. Don't think that you're risking a friendship just because someone you like would reject you; rather, take the risk and see how it goes. If he/she rejects you, continue your friendship with him/her; if he/she loves you, well... the winner is you! Remember, some things are worth taking risks for.
>> Anonymous
>>731543
How does one tune into DesuRadio and what time is Ronery Hears?
>> Anonymous
>>731551
yeah, i wanna listen too
>> Anonymous
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>>731551
>>731557

I believe DesuRadio vanished a long, long time ago.

...Unless, of course, someone has revived it. But that seems unlikely, unfortunately.
>> The Very Fucker Doing Ronery Hearts Club On DesuRadio !B7AIFX26AA
>>731551
>>731557
I do the Ronery Hearts Club anytime I like. Hell, I can even do it now.
>> The Very Fucker Doing Ronery Hearts Club On DesuRadio !B7AIFX26AA
>>731565
Ronery Hearts Club thread is >>731566
>> Anonymous
>>731371
(sorry no paragraph spaces posting from phone)That's real talk right there, and i completely understand where you are coming from on the women telling you about their boyfriend problems. It's fucking stupid. Anyway i'm ronery in love too, sure i have people around, but i still haven't found a good woman yet. My last girlfriend cheated on me. But that's not the fucked up part, she did it in my own house, on my own bed that we slept in, with a person who was supposed to be my friend. He was saying how much he hated her, this that and the other, playing it off being stupid, and behind my back fucking my girl while i worked the night shift. Needless to say, i'm kinda straying away from relationships right now. That shit left to deep of a scar. Women are sometimes more evil than men could ever be, i put my all into the relationship, hell i even supported her through college, and i got done dirty.
>> Anonymous
i am now listening to desuradio

poem of sky and sea is playing. :3
>> The Very Fucker Doing Ronery Hearts Club On DesuRadio !B7AIFX26AA
To those of you tuning in to the Ronery Hearts Club SPECIAL, you guys have been a wonderful audience. I shall end it with Yamazaki Masayoshi's One More Time, One More Chance.
>> Anonymous
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http://desuchan.net:8000/
http://desuchan.net:8000/ronery.ogg.m3u

Funny how listening this make me feel like I'm somehow connected to other ronery anons and that make me feel less ronery.
>> Anonymous
Things I've learned from /c/:
1. Women's brains are wired such that they enjoy being decieved
2. Dolls are our best friends
>> Aro !!tth/tv+hsYe
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I spend like half the day hugging my blanket.

Pic very related.
>> emphasis
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I feel like a fucking idiot. Her parents hate me, their health is very fragile, and were giving her all hell for being with me so we agreed to break up so she could focus on them and school and - I hope - reduce the friction between her and them. Now I'm scared to death they're still going to treat her like shit and she's going to hook up with someone else.

We said we loved each other not long ago. She didn't deny it. I told her I did it for her, not for me; that it wasn't what I wanted. She doesn't know what she wants. I still plan to support her and I'm going through hell.

I'm living your life, J-chan.

I'll be as straight with you guys as I have to be with myself. Don't be a wuss. Treat her right. Be romantic and spontaneous. Don't get overly jealous, but don't let someone walk on your feet. You're probably going to need to work out at least a little. BATHE. Seek employment/education/independence/all of the above.

Agreed?
>> Observer !!oQKgqXLXBBJ
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This is my life :(

Physically attractive (in shape, 5'10'', 154-156 pounds), intelligent, kind, funny. And yet, no luck.

Almost every one I get attracted to either seems against a relationship at the moment (I told one girl I liked her with the help of a friend, and she kinda has since dropped the subject and obviously wants to just remain friends), or already paired with one of my other friends in such a good relationship that I'd feel like an ass for even thinking about trying to disrupt.

Only one girl has slightly expressed an interest in me then I think changed her mind (she turned out to be 8x shyer than I am, and yea, nothing ever happened because I could never find anything out about her and/or talk to her. And I did try, technically I still am trying to be around).

I thought another might have been dropping hints (she drops into my room a lot to talk), but a few more days observation noted that she has a boyfriend, and generally behaves that way with everyone: just a very friendly person. I'm a bit annoyed with that at the moment because I kinda liked her and had my hopes dashed from my original thought that someone finally was showing a real interest in me.
>> Anonymous
>>731651
how old are you if you dont mind me asking?
>> Observer !!oQKgqXLXBBJ
>>731654

19

(Sidenote, anyone else having issues with 4chan? I keep having to refresh because the first try the page didn't load right)
>> Anonymous
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I think my basic problem is that I honestly believe that nobody could ever love me, and any guy who shows an interest is just trying to get into my pants and/or will be completely repelled when he sees what I'm really like. I know that this is irrational (people failier than me have relationships every day), but that doesn't do anything to change how I feel.

>>731246
My friend has a theory on this: that it boils down to the old "how do I tell if a guy likes me" anxiety. Generally the kinds of girls who go for "bad boys" aren't really attracted to the bad boy part; what they want is somebody who's cold and mean *to everyone but them*. Because, see, then you know that they care about you. If you have a guy who's nice and kind to everyone--how do you know that he's really into you? Maybe he's just being nice in general. This is a very immature way to look at relationships, of course, but not everyone is mature.

The bad boy thing also feeds into the idea of "redeeming him with your love"; while this never actually works, it's still a compelling fantasy for many people.
>> Anonymous
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girls are only good for sex, unless they're ugly, and then they're good for nothing.
>> Anonymous
wtf ronery has invaded /c/, what's going on guyz
>> Anonymous
Single for now, but damn, hopefully will stop being a shy bastard and lose some weight =D
>> Anonymous
>>731658
So how do I let her know I love her if I'm also nice to other people? I mean, I'd like to think just telling her would work, but it sounds like it's not enough.

I have also been having issues with 4chan, sometimes the stylesheet doesn't load and some times images and pages just don't load altogether.
>> Anonymous
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>>731658
>>I think my basic problem is that I honestly believe that nobody could ever love me

This really cannot be true. You just have to put yourself out there for a person who will. I know because I am this way, and I know that doing nothing will never work.

I think that I could have had a girlfriend once. She was a really smart and decent looking Russian girl. I think perhaps the only girl I've ever met that was smarter than myself. I'll spare the long story since it was an awkward start, and then I tried to advance it (I was quite shy, so it was really hard to talk to her personally). It ended up with a crush for about a year that went nowhere. I think she was in to me, but her parents might have pressured her to ignore me since they wanted her to get a master's degree and the fact that I was 18 at the time and she was 20. I even gave her a half-dozen roses for Christmas, which was as many as I could afford at the time.

That's the closest I've ever gotten, and that was two years ago. I'll be hitting 21 at the end of the month, and I've got 2 more years of university before I find an engineering job working for some unappreciative asshole.

Hate no one, and regret nothing.
>> Anonymous
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I act as a crutch for people who have been hurt, need someone to be there, etc. When people reach out for someone (whether it be a real life friend or on the internet)I devote my free time to them. They're... more than a hobby, but you could draw the comparisons. There's nothing sexual about it, but it's how I get satisfaction and justify being around.

I've written and read my big long motivational speeches about life and hope and survival so many times over now. I'm not going to try to be deep or anything here - sometimes people just need a reminder, you know? The feeling you get when that person finds the tiniest glimmer of meaning and just knowing that you contributed makes it worth it.

I know I'll never find someone for myself. I'm the ugly duckling. The puzzle piece that doesn't fit. And it's okay. As long as I can help, it's okay.
>> emphasis
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>>731683
I was that way for I don't know how long. It's actually a big part of why I'm studying to be a counselor. Just don't let all the negativity get to you. It's not all doom and gloom. Keep up the faith and get out there. Advice carries a lot more weight when it's backed up by experience, as well.

I tell you, push ups and minor jogging + a dose of confidence go a long way. I'd go into more detail if this was a fitness board. Unfortunately for me, no amount of push ups will make me taller.
>> Anonymous
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24, male, hetero, virgin, never dated, etc, etc.

For a couple of years, I had a... can't actually call it a crush, more like there was a certain girl, and if she, at some point, happened to ask me out, I probably wouldn't have turned her down.

Yet I wasn't sure what to make of her. She seemed interested in me, but then, she seemed friendly to pretty much everyone. I kept cordial and quiet.

About eight or nine months ago, I started to suspect that she might be genuinely interested in me. She seemed to be dropping hints, and these appeared to grow more blatant with time. I maintained my distance; I was (and still am) disinclined to trust others, and I certainly was not about to chance making a fool of myself.

Then one day, she did something completely unexpected. She walked over to me, and started to talk. As she was talking, she continued to close the distance between us, maneuvering herself around to my side. I froze. Any time anyone had ever gotten this close to me before, it meant that I was about to find myself on the receiving end of a Biblical thrashing.

She didn't hit me. She didn't shove me, trip me, or otherwise knock me off balance. There was no blow to my solar plexus, no shot at my jaw. Instead, she placed her head in the crook of my shoulder and leaned into me.

I shut down. There's no other phrase that describes it. I felt like I left my body, and could see the two of us from the third person. My body was frozen solid; I couldn't move, speak, I couldn't think. I could feel, though. It was like my shoulder was burning. In the past, I'd sustained second-degree burns from a hot stove element, and now I was feeling that pain all over again. I wanted to run. I needed to get away from there. I couldn't deal with standing so close.

(cont'd)
>> Anonymous
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(cont'd from>>731705)

She stayed there for what felt like hours, but my watch noted as being only a minute or two, then pulled away and left. We never spoke again after that. A week or two later, I learned that she found herself a boyfriend. I didn't -- and still don't, to this day -- feel anything about this. I wasn't jealous, resentful, or regretful. It was just another piece of news.

I did, however, react to the touch of her head against my shoulder, and not in a way of which I'm proud. That night, after we went our separate ways, I made my way back into my room and collapsed into bed. I started crying, and couldn't stop. For weeks afterward, I found my sleep disturbed by incredibly violent nightmares -- ones in which I invariably wound up dead, after enduring countless beatings, burnings, tortures, dislocations, and other fun things. Other problems I've struggled with became much worse during that time, though I'd rather not discuss those here or anywhere else.

It's now about six months since the incident, and I'm mostly over it. While the incident (obviously) remains fresh in my memory, I'm no longer in as poor a shape as I was immediately afterward. The nightmares have returned to their normal frequency and intensity -- I've always had them, and I suspect I always will. They were just especially bad following the incident.

I haven't spoken to a woman since, and I confess I prefer things this way. Before this incident, I often dreamed of being in a relationship; now I'd rather stay single. I know now that I'll never be able to function in a relationship; I'm just not built for it.

Not the way a story of this sort is supposed to end, I guess, but I can't be the only person out there who's turned out this way.

Some endings are neither good nor bad. They just are.
>> Anonymous
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>>731701
You seem to be mistaken - it's not an issue of confidence or self esteem. I know I could probably "bag" just about anyone I wanted to. I just... don't want that. I don't value sex, love, and companionship like most people do. But I recognize how important it is for most people and why they need to hold onto it so dearly. It's much like religion from what I've seen.

Look, I'll be honest. I'm underage b&. I'm not going to find my soul mate at high school.

I do what I do because it's a substitute.

Oh, and I am in very good shape. A regular at a local gym, actually.
>> Anonymous
>>731705
>>731708
What were her intentions, leaning on you? It doesn't sound like she meant any ill will or anything, but maybe I don't understand your relationship with her.
Anyway, you've got me scared now. I'm worried I might react in the same way.
>> Anonymous
>>731708

wat.
>> Anonymous
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I often wonder if I will ever find someone who is right for me. Every person that I have dated turned out to be just like the last - using me for some reason or another and then abandoning me when they have used me for what they wanted. I finally opened myself up to someone in March, it had been a year or so since I had even shown interest in someone. Things were wonderful between her and I. We talked and understood one another, I started to think that she might be the one, or at least the one who was going to help heal the wounds that have never fully healed. After three months of knowing each other, we started to date. I was happy; the happiest that I had been in months. After a month or so of being a couple, she started talking to me less and less. It was to the point where she wouldn't talk to me at all. That she didn't have time to get online or get on AIM to talk, but she could call all these other people that we both know and reply to the various role-plays that she is in, but unable to make time for me. I for tired of sitting around and waiting for something to change, I knew that it wouldn't because I had called her several times and she never answered once, but she answered when someone else would call. I finally broke things off with her and she went around and blamed me for all the problems, that I wasn't a good enough girlfriend and that it was all me. I don't know what to think anymore.. Maybe it is me? Maybe I am the one contributing to all the problems?
>> emphasis
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>>731716
Then you're by no means an ugly duckling. I try to keep my advice pretty general, though, so don't feel like I'm singling you out or anything. I just assume the vast majority in this thread to be 18 to 25-ish. I'm 19 and still pretty frickin' naive.

That said, love is worth it. It's a lot of work but the trials only make it that much more satisfying. You might end up burned, but it's a risk you have to take. Until today I had done the leaving and had no idea, but now I can say it was worth the pain.

To the guy that freaked out, umm... the only thing I can think of that would illicit that kind of response is either rape or some other deep seated traumatic experience. Care to elaborate? Well, I can tell you there's really nothing to fear when starting a relationship. It's just when you get involved and things get more complicated that it can be difficult.
>> Anonymous
>>731737
>>731737
First of all you might want to state your gender and orientation because you had me confused for a bit.

Anyway, form what I hear, a lot of young lesbians are just crazy because they're such a minority and it's so hard to find a girlfriend, or maybe other reasons. This is coming from a lesbian friend of mine, so please don't be offended, and I'm not saying you're the crazy one here. I don't know how old you are, but it might be the fact that with so few lesbians around, a relationship is a lot more likely to occur between any two lesbians than between any straight guy and straight girl. Then again I might also just be completely wrong and I wouldn't be offended if you completely disregarded my post.
>> Anonymous
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Fantasy 1: have girl who is fanatically obsessed and devoted replace my right hand. Or maybe not. Maybe my useless left hand instead.

Fantasy 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDD-SP2iaa8
>> Anonymous
>>731747
seconded
>> emphasis
>>731741
Elicit. I fail at sounding smart.
>> Anonymous
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I've liked a guy for two years. He's the person who introduced me to 4chan in the first place. I can almost never talk to him in real life because we live totally differently and his friends are so perverted that if i actually hung out with the group of 4chan nerds at my school i would look like a lesbo because all they do is talk about computers and girls. He said he doesn't like me because when i asked if he liked me he told me he was sorry he said "not to make this harder than it has to be." His friends say he does like me. He talks to me everyday and drops hints that he likes me more than a friend though. Then i heard from one of my best friends that his parents won't let him date non-asian girls. I don't know if it's true or not because i don't have the nerve to ask him. . . . as if i wasn't a weeaboo and wanted to be Asian already. It hurts /c/. ;_;
>> lol network timeouts Anonymous
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>>731741
I had to go do stuff. Slow reply is slow.

Coming from someone who gives advice on a regular basis, I realize the best you can do here is make assumptions as to what works for me based on your previous experience. If you were to read this next part aloud, it would be meant to be read in a calm tone, because I'm simply stating a fact: I know what's best for me. Love doesn't work for everyone because not everyone is the same. Who isn't naive? Who can really say they can do more than grasp the basics of something as complex as emotion? It's more than "I'm mad because he hit me" or "I love her because we connect." Some of the greatest works of man were inspired by emotions. They are some of the most powerful, and fragile, factors in how we go about shaping our lives.

All that said: thank you. Thank you for reading my post, and thank you for replying. I have enjoyed this small conversation.

I'll cast my line when the time is right. :)
>> Anonymous
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>>731744

I am twenty one and bi-sexual. Sorry about the confusion. I've dated one or two girls before her, but everyone else has been a guy. I just don't know how to deal with this. I keep thinking that it is my fault that it happened and I might be the reason why everything is so messed up. I don't want to think like this, but that is how she made me feel.. I just start to wonder if maybe I'm not meant to be with anyone? Noone ever seems interested in me, but if they do show some it's so they can have their way with me and just forget about me. I don't know.. I just need to get all of this out of my head.
>> Anonymous
>>730449
Well, once upon a time I was the world's biggest fucking loser. Nothing's Changed.

I'm so ronery. ;_; gimme someone to hold /a/
>> Riisu Dakari
>>730449
Well, once upon a time I was the world's biggest fucking loser.

Nothing's Changed.

I'm so ronery. ;_; gimme someone to hold /a/
>> KZN
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Oi. I am a huge faggot because I forgot to post up the IRC channel for you guys. Sorry about that.

It's #ronery-anons at irc.rizon.net
Hope to see you guys there.
>> |3rÕdiÈ
>>730449
Well /a/,
I use to be a great big fucking roner. Then I found out my two best friends were dating (both girls, I'm male) I was liek, 'lolwut' and then one of them dumped the other and started dating me cause she fell for me. and the other one killed herself. So I guess she was pretty ronery. I'm not though.

Thanks for your time /a/
>> Anonymous
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I'm going to love you all. Right now.

Seriously, you all seem like such wonderful and great people. I know this sounds retarded but I really wish happiness for each and every one of you; you all really deserve it and I wish I could help somehow. You're all really beautiful.
>> KZN
>>731794
>>731801
>/a/

I think you are mistaken, good sirs. You see anyone being mean ITT? It's not /a/, it's /c/, sillies.
>> Anonymous
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Well /c/, the world could end at any moment, but here I am, playing Last Raven, trying to perfect my Durendal(high speed design, Pixie2 and Moonlight with Pegasus back units). I had planned on asking a female friend to see a movie, but decided to just stay home. Kinda regretting it.

But hey, if the world doesn't end, I can use that as a reason to go see a movie tomorrow if the snow cone stand closes down early due to rain again, eh?
>> Anonymous
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>>731651
I'm this but female, I'm short but I'm not fat i'm told I'm pretty all the time but as soon as I get close to a guy they want to be friends.
I think it's becuase I'm so nerdy that they see me as just another guy, I wear dresses, put on perfume and try to as femine as I can but it always ends in "you so cute and funny and I'd like us to stay as just friends." :(
>> Anonymous
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I'm content being ronrey - boys scare me. Once hurt, twice shy.
>> Anonymous
>>731858
Awww boys aren't all bad, you just have to find the right one? Don't worry you will.
>> Anonymous
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>>731851
I found mai waifu ;_;
>> Anonymous
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>>731863
He was my best friend for two years, and by the end of it he was stalking me and telling me he'd kill me. I've completely lost confidence in my ability to see if a guy is 'right' for me.
>> Anonymous
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>> Anonymous
>>731872
O.o wow.
mmmm Well don't let one bad experience ruin your life the world isn't made out of people like him. :3
>> Anonymous
>>731875
Mmm, I guess. But my best guy friends still like him, think he's awesome, even though all the girls have made it pretty clear he is not liked. Thus, I'm not too eager to trust a guy again.
>> Anonymous
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>>731887
Forgot my picture!
>> Anonymous
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let see, here is mine

Was a player before(from 15), slept with a different girl each week...well nearly everyweek, felt bad about it, you know cheating on my girlfriends. Didn't stop until I realized that I had lost my interest in girls(23). Now I am Gar. Love figurines, hentai, anime, manga, and so on. Though no none of my friend know that am gar/gay, not even my current girlfriend...I can feel KARMA!!
>> Anonymous
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I don't have anything to say related to this topic, I just wanted to post a picture here.
>> Anonymous
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I've been lurking these "Ronery Fantasy" threads off and on for a week or so.

My story is not exactly the absence of anyone, but the absence of someone.

I had found a wonderful, witty, intelligent, kind man by accident through a series of friendships online. We begun interacting with each other more frequently as time went on until we were good confidants. After coming out of an abusive pseudo-relationship (as it was never clearly defined), I had found in him someone who I could trust and learn to be myself without any reservations. Needless to say, I found myself to have a crush on a boy who was thousands of miles away.

Chance did permit that I was able to meet him in real life. However, circumstances kept him from growing as close to me as I felt to him. A series of bad relationships on his part had left him broken, unsure of whether he could fully function in one with me. He would often become distant and aloof if I pushed the issue too far.

Our time together had its bumps. I would feel deprived of affection and become depressed myself. At times we would take “breaks” from talking to one another, sure that it would just be better if we parted ways. Yet we always seemed to find our way back. Not talking, knowing how the other was, being a part—even if only a small one—of the other’s life was torture.
>> Anonymous
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cont.

By this time, three years had passed since we last saw each other. Where I was anxious to see him, he was apprehensive about the entire ordeal, scared that if we didn’t work out we would lose the intimacy of our friendship. It wasn’t until after I had a summer job that limited the time we could talk together this summer that he made the leap into buying the plane ticket to see me.

He told me today that he was worried that we weren’t meant for each other when he bought the ticket, but he had owed that much to me after all these years. So with heavy thoughts, he set off to see me.

I greeted him in the airport a bit awkwardly. I had always pictured the scene in my head as much more romantic—me leaping into his arms as he came down the escalator into the baggage claim. However, as it was, he managed to shimmy his way over to the baggage wheel without me seeing. We shuffled off to my car with his luggage in tote and climbed in.

As we settled into the car, I reached back and grabbed a box of Cheez-Its that I had purchased at the grocery store. I had figured that after flying and being subjected to airplane food, the least I could do was buy him a box of his favorite salty snack. Later he revealed to me that that act—something that felt so natural for me to do—was what sold him on our relationship.
>> Anonymous
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cont.

The two weeks I spent with him flew by as if in an instant. I knew that our communication throughout the years would mean I would know him a little better than if we were going on a first date. What I did not know was that we seemed to “click” on every possible level that I could imagine. I was shocked, because being near him felt as natural as if I had been doing it all my life.

When he returned home, both of us had a sense of renewed faith in one another and our future together. He is the right mixture of everything I need: bad boy and sweet guy; refined intellectual and helpless dork; proud man and scared child. I am so happy I waited for him all these years.

Yet even as I wait, I am troubled. Now that I know what I am missing, the distance does seem greater. The nights are colder without him by my side.

My ronery fantasy is wishing we could be together sooner. Life, particularly fulfilling our educational goals, is keeping us from being together sooner. I will continue fighting for him, because love is always worth fighting for.

Sorry for the long-winded rant /c/. I wish to all you other ronery-philes, that find your happiness as well. <3
>> Anonymous
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>>731724
>>What were her intentions, leaning on you? It doesn't sound like she meant any ill will or anything, but maybe I don't understand your relationship with her.

I don't know. I think she might have liked me, but she never specifically stated as much. We didn't really have a relationship; I just had a not-quite-crush on her and I suspected she might be somewhat interested in me.


>>731741
>>To the guy that freaked out, umm... the only thing I can think of that would illicit that kind of response is either rape or some other deep seated traumatic experience. Care to elaborate?

I would if I could. I honestly can't remember most of my past. Based on what I *do* remember (harrassment at school, constantly getting into fights, and other nasty stuff of that sort), I don't mind that most of my life is a blank to me.
>> Anonymous
>ronery-philes
ronery-philes? how about, ronery-files!

somebody should save these stories for all roneries to look back on.
>> Anonymous
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I feel like I should add my own ronery story to the mix after reading everyone elses.

To sum up my current situation, I'm currently 19,male, finished first year of university and have have never been in a relationship.

I have had crushes on a few girls over the last few years, but soon afterwards I usually find them in some other relationship. But even then, I knew deep down that I wouldn't grow to love them due to massive differences in personality and interests, it was simply what remains of my emotions crying out for company. To make matters even stranger people sometimes came to me for advice despite my relative outcast nature.

In university I started socializing a lot more, but even then I haven't met any girls who seem interested in me, and despite having a crush on a girl in one of my societies, I still know next to nothing about her.

All I want is to meet a girl who is somewhat similar to myself, but judging how I only know a few guys somewhat like myself the chances seem pretty remote.

Meh, until the unlikey day that I meet someone who I could stand being with for more than a few years, I'll probably just continue playing games, watching anime, tweaking hardware and supressing my feelings and emotions.

Pic related, as I'm usually left out of the loop unless I'm needed for some specific reason.
>> Anonymous
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My current boyfriend was like you guys. A ronery, 21 year old virgin, shy and quiet. I'm shy too, but not as much as he is. I was in a long-term relationship when life somehow brought the two of us together. We started spending some time together, both on his and mine initiative. I liked him. I told him I liked him. He said he liked me too. But the next day when I was all like "so what do we do now?" he just silently stared in the distance. Bloody shyness. After a couple of days though, from his actions I managed to gather that he really wanted to be with me.

I dumped my ex for him and have never been happier in my whole life.

Don't lose hope.
>> Anonymous
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I love this thread. Someone tell me you saved the ones before, please !?

I will post my ronery stories later though.
(huh sorry i don't have many cute pics...)
>> Anonymous
>>731865

Like most of /c/ - welcome to the club! :P

No pic since I'm an r-tard
>> Anonymous
ROW ROW FIGHT THE POWAH!!!!!
>> Anonymous
>>731858

Please, someone tell me this is an anime (and while you're at it, its name)!
>> Anonymous
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I used to think I'd go to college still a virgin, never been kissed, never even been on a date. Now I almost wish that was the case.
When I was in 10th grade a guy friend of mine asked me out. He already had a girlfriend and he fed me some bullshit about how she was too fragile and she'd kill herself if he dumped her so we'd have to date secretly. I was stupid and desperate enough to believe it. And things only got worse from there. We dated off and on for nine months and I was totally in love with him. But I found out later that he had been dating 4 other girls at the same time as me, and the real reason he kept dumping me was because at those times he found himself with more secret girlfriends than he had time for. I knew that he was an asshole but it was just too much to think that he cared so little about me that he was cheating on me with not just one, but FOUR other girls? And we're talking full-blown relationships, not a couple of cheap fucks.

I tried dating a couple of other guys since then but every time we got too close I freaked out. I don't know if I was afraid they would turn out like him or what. But now I have 0 prospects, and it's even more horrible to think that if I ever do get a chance with another guy I'll freak out again, or even worse it'll end up like the first one.

Pic related, because my ronery fantasy has always been to be with a guy a lot older than myself.