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Get a hobby. I assume you have next to no friends, as you are posting about roneryness on 4chan of all places. Same here. My best friend got a job with a major game company and moved to the other side of the country, and I still didn't talk to him much. Every friend that respected me or at least paid me some mind moved away long ago. The only person I ever truely loved told me to find someone else. I think she really was into me, but she was older and had a masters degree in mind. That really hurt.
I've gotten into microprocessor programming and cars and it tends to keep me busy learning new things. You too can live in a single bedroom apartment surrounded by hundred of coke cans, random electronics you stole from your jobs and some legally obtained, volatile cleaning chemicals, and listening to Steely Dan and Front Line Assembly while reading /c/.
Lately I've felt like it is my purpose to run towards entrenched positions to either mow or be mowed: my own Omaha. The concept that my life has little value, but immense potential.
Do you feel solace in posting your feelings on the internet? I have found little empathy. They speak generally and logically, but have no effort put in to speak personally.
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