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Anonymous
Some would cheat on me openly, or would take things away from me. Ive never really kissed a girl, so Im still a virgin (shocker). After the last one, I told myself that I would stop being a pet. But I fell for her...even though I never wanted to. I fell sooner than I even realized it... The feelings that I had, I still cant describe them at all..not through words, not through actions or emotions. And they werent all happy and loving, these emotions were deep... filled with joy, happiness, sadness, anger.. every emotion, I could feel at once... Her story was that she fell in love with someone before me... felt feelings she couldnt explain and when she tried to tell them to him...he left her... She felt empty... She met me, and we became friends...she developed feelings for me too, and we ended up dating, becoming close..There was never a day where we didnt talk or at least say goodnight to each other. Other people would say thats a bad thing but .. she and I didnt care, we just liked being around each other. We were each others best friends too, shared everything, watched shows...you know how it is. Sure, she and I got into fights...but we always solved them before the night was up. We were both to stubborn to leave it at a fight anyway. Time passed, two years later.... She leaves. She doesnt want to be with someone who she can never be in love with ... she loved me, but could never be in love with me, so she left... threw away our friendship even. It hurt, of course.. Made me angry, I said that I hated her... but I could never mean it..
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