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>>760771 Damn, i feel the same way as you do, also being bipolar and stuff (see>>758625xD), i pretend to be a careless person most of the time instead of overcoming my fears, so that way i might look like "that carefree guy that doesnt take things seriously", coz like that i cant fail because im not really trying, just in a very sad way.... lying to myself and everyone every day.
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>>761073 remembers me of one of those ronery days when no one is around at home, one morning i woke up, and realized i was alone , because everybody else had things to do, was almost 1pm i think..., i walked down to stairs as usual, realizing i was alone..., and, well, my house is somewhat big (not thaaaaaaat much) , so i started to walk around in my pajamas without any real reason, i live in a pseudo rural area, so there was nothing but silence inside.., half an hour later i made some lunch and ate it in my room, coz it was depressing to eat alone in the dining room really, with all the table for myself..., though its not rare, coz i almost never have lunch with my family.., moments later i went to fed my bunnies outside and talked to them a little while caressing them in my lap, then went back and checked my cellphone for msgs etc, wich is really stupid in fact coz i rarely get a call, most of the time its me calling, if so... i had nothing to do that afternoon really, for what i remember, it was one of the saddest days in my life... the feeling i mean, of that saturday.
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