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Anonymous
>>216130 It's ok, and I'm very sorry to hear about your cat. I read that cats are fighters when it comes to death, so if you prepare to keep him close to you be ready to either watch him threash about or hold onto him. Tigger did not like me holding him, he kept trying to get away from me but I couldn't stop watching him no matter what. For awhile I would hold him and his breathing would get better but then all of a sudden he would wanted to get up and walk into the kitchen, I thought he was going for some food or water but he staggered right past his bowls and collapsed on teh floor in the bathroom. I watched him for awhile with my mother, she was trying to tell me it was his time just let em go, all that crap. But I did not want to let him go. After he walked out of the bathroom he started walking towards the steps to go down into the basement and then all of a sudden he started convulsing and twitching around like he was caught in a trap or something was trying to capture him and he was fighting to get free... that was the worst moment. Then, he tried to get down the steps to go into the basement and my mother shouted at me not to let him get down, that he would fall down the steps and hurt himself. I opened the door though because he wanted to go through it and I didn't want to deny him something he wanted at that moment. he walked towards the steps, twitching and gagging and as he got to them something told me it was the end and I couldn't let him go so I grabbed him and cradled him in my arms and then he gave up shortly after and his heart stopped. His brain kept sending impulses to his body fighting to stay alive and the last twitch was about 30 seconds after his heart had stopped, his spinal column jerked from his head to his tail and I sat on the steps just trying to keep him warm, hoping that his last thoughts were that I loved him and I didn't want him to leave me.
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